slacked around today. sad, THEY didnt come. think they dun dare to come.. =.= dun wan talk about them already. forget it.

saw joan and her bf today. wahh, her bf de friend is really alot. got young and old one. hees. AND its june already!!! 13 more days to my holiday! i'm so happy luhh!! hees. =) i wanna work. saw jin man's bf today. ask him where is jin man and he say she go camp. or something like that luhh.. hees. didnt go see iris cheerleading performance yesterday. dunno mummy will let me go out today or not.. see how first bahhs. sianns.. holidays are coming! so damn damn happy! time really flies. it has been so long.. orange or brown?? hahha. in ping, wish that you can really be happy.. =)

had dinner with cecilia and in ping yesterday. this is paper prata from the food court at j8. hees.. $3 horr. =) but, its nice..


see the sky? daidai's mood not good today is it? why the sky so dark? this few days daidai keep pee-ing. hahha.. and the timing is always not right. but, at least, its cooling. CHEERFUL LITTLE BOY!!

my sisters. i look like retarded in the pic luhh. but, its okay luhh.. hahha. =)

school was find today. same thing, met up with friends and walked to school. den first lesson was crn. had a long long break for crn as the last 3 groups had their roleplay. den was reo. same, alot of notes to copy, had to listen alot.. =x keep waking daidai up as we have to copy notes. haha. sorry huhh.. had efc after that. mr tan gave us a 10min break.. but we stayed in class and finish up our efc roleplay. see, we so guaii. daidai, do your homework horr.. haha. after school, home sweet home. =)

seriously i dunno what is wrong with msn. i cant use it. i can sign in, but they will tell me that it stopped working and i have to stop and close the programme. arghh!! i so fed up luhh. just now cant even use the Internet. dunno whats wrong. hope that the problem can be resolved by tml.. if still cannot, i really dunno what to do already. i have been trying from 6pm ++ till now!!

went to school with jelly, daidai and emo-momo. first period was ses. got back our test that time. i only got 32/40. =( i was hoping to get higher marks. i will try harder next time. mrs lim said that she always get joan and me mixed up. because our height and body built. hahha, den, mr tan say he will see double when he see me and mariah together. i got a very common face i think. after ses was lpd. we did an activity on goal setting. hees.. had our break outside school but i shall not talk about that. went back to school for crn. it was mandy's role play today.. after crn was reo. boring.. went amk hub with joan as i asked her to accompany me go buy some snacks. i cant find what i really wanted so i bought something else instead. =( den saw sidney while we were going home. saw him yesterday and today. so qiao horr? haha. i want to use msn!!!!! what's wrong with it?????? :-@

STEAMBOAT SESSION!!!
see, dunno who go put skyler on my back. but he is DAMN CUTE!
they are playing a very exciting game. i recommend those that have very slow reaction, not to play this game. you will get a shock. like me.. =x smack smack.
went to evelyn's house yesterday. had lots of fun fun fun!! words cant express my thoughts for yesterday but, it was fun fun fun.. went home around 11pm as there is school today.

went school today with jelly, dai dai and emo-momo. hmmm, mariah is the chairwoman of our class.. congrats. had ses test today. i didnt really study but i think that the test is okay luhh. after ses was break. ate in school and then attended ldp and efc. during the lesson, we, as usual, talked alot! hahha, daidai and gonggong got bored and started to draw. haha, sorry daidai that i drop your phone. hey, i helping you to get your new phone soon lehhs. haha.. but i got retribution okay? my necklace BROKE! i dunno what happen but, it broke! so sad luhh. =( CHEERFUL LITTLE BOY!! haha.. =x

hey people out there, i would like to share something with you guys. this is what i received in a friendster message.

Date: 05/24/2008 8:21 pm Subject: hi. Message: hi there!!!
You are a girl with sweet smile, great looks, great figure and very appealing features and so i just....
Just wanna message and ask if you are open minded and into flings or into discreet scandals or flirts? If yes, care to get together and.... if no, it alright... so care to give me an answer on it...
Hope to hear from you soon and hopefully its a positive answer from you...

this guy call himself Jason and this is his friendster url.

http://profiles.friendster.com/52949586

ehh, hello. do i look like i do all this things? how you know i got good figure? you got see me before mehhs? pictures and photo can tell everything? den why you dun put your own pic? afraid that you might scare ppl away is it? you this kinda ppl just disgrace guys face. if you want, geylang got alot what. go there find luhh. what for go through so much effort? I, VIVIAN ONG DUN DO THIS KINDA THINGS OKAY? AND I AM NOT THAT OPEN-MINDED OKAY?

will be meeting my secondary school friends later on. hope that it will turn out to be a good one. hahha, bye bye !!

joan didn't come school today because she got "sore eyes". she called me in the morning to ask me whether to come school or not. in the end, she didn't come. but connie and wei hua FINALLY came back to school. after 6 days of their 'holidays'. hahha.. today only daidai and gong gong walk to school. cus, mandy took a cab and joan didn't come to school.. went to buy breakfast at mac and den walked to school. reach school, had SW. haiiyo, i become weak liao. =( i almost fell while running the shuttle run. the hall is slippery luhh.. after that, had REO test. hope that i can pass this test. i got abit of confidence that i can pass. =) after the test, the half of our class went to the retail hub and help out with the decorations.. hees. we do until so nice luhh. see already oso happy. hahah.. after that, was break time. so we went to have our lunch at j8 kfc. rushed back to school for crn. had my role play today. =x i messed up the front part.. but, in total i think is okay luhh. but my dismissal time is delayed.. hahha, for around 15 minutes. den its home sweet home. i almost cried when i see his injuries. but i really broke down when i got home. i'm damn fed up with my mum. she thinks that she really understands me. but she does not.. if you want me to really respect you, please respect me first okay? i broke down is not because she scold me or wad. but is that i'm sad and disappointed and angry. its not the first time already. i will try to be stronger next time. really.. can i know how to communicate with you?

eee.. the guys not steady one. the girls are more steady than you two. hahah.. =x



ps: look at joan's skirt. its the shortest among us. hahah..

see, rayne took a picture of me during ses today. haha..

so, i took 2 in order to return his kindness. hahah. nice horr. like emo emo. =x opps..


see the blinding light from the sun? i took this pic just outside the lift. i love the orange sun..

i got bored so i started to draw names on the bottle caps. i drew one for rayne too. BUT he was playing with it until it drop. and dunno drop where. i didnt see. hahah, its okay luhh. school was fun today as we laughed alot. hees. good good.. every morning same thing, meet mandy and rayne to school sometime joan oso. ses lesson was fun today. i kept taking pics of ppl. hhaha.. after reo, went to have lunch. hahah, our group is still playing the ice game. and we took pics with raden they all.. so funny. during efc, i got abit bored so i started to write letterings on daidai's back. and letting him guess what i wrote. haah.. rayne, you are the crazy one. you started the stupid thing.. haha, i pity the table. =x after school, accompanied joan to action city. and they tricked her on the chewing gum thingy. sorry guys, you all cant trick me. i worked there before. hahah.. i met up with in ping too. chatted alot. come out on other days! went home around 8pm.. =x
oh no.. napfa and crn roleplay tml.. wish me luck!!

A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

- i will give him a second chance and depends on what did he betray me about.

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

- i will want to be the most happy girl, being loved and etc.

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?

- i want it to be a normal one. as long as i'm with the one i love, i'm fine with anything.

#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

- well, it depends.

#5 what's your ideal lover like?

- as long as he is the one i like, he is my ideal one.

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

- can i ask for both? but if i have to choose, i would choose the 2nd one.

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?

- until he says that he dun love me.

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

- i will wish him all the best.

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

- yes, him getting hurt in the eye. (sameas me, a BIG bump)

#10 is being tagged fun?

- hmmm, i find it okay.

#11 how do you see yourself in ten years time?

- a simple girl leading a simple yet good life?

#12 who are currently the most important people to you?

- my family, friends, him, and everyone that cares about me.

#13 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

- my baobeii, good listener.

#14 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?

- hmmm, it depends.

#15 what's the first thing you do every morning?

- check my phone.

#16 would you give all in a relationship?

- not really. i would like the other party to give in too. must be fair.

#17 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

- i would pick the one that loves, dotes, treasure me more.

#18 what type of friends do you like?

-i think, those that would be always there for me.

#19 what type of friends do you dislike?

- liars, backstabbers and betrayers.

Tagged by : cecilia baobei

Here are the 8 lucky people who's gonna be tagged :

- joan

- rayne

- michelle

- mandy

- wendy

- evelyn

- mika

- alishia

see these drinks? today we had our break outside school at the coffee shop nearby and jb treat us drinks! thanks jb. in the 2nd pic, its all jb and daidai's "art-piece". haha, they mixed the drinks together and played scissors-paper-stone. who lose who drink a sip of it. and so, everyone played along except mariah as she was sick. hmmm, it tasted weird. there's iced lemon tea with bandung, soya bean milk and f&n grape.. hahha, but FUN!! and during ses today, we had a test. and before that, mandy bumped her forehead against the table!! she wanted to pick up wenn's call but ended up bumping her own head. and the impact is so loud that everyone turned back and look at her direction. omg, pain right.. after that we went for lpd, as usual, we talked, joked, laughed alot in that lesson. as thats the only lesson we can do that. had break outside, all daidai's fault, make everyone play the game with them. den everyone had to have a sip of the new invented drink. after that joan and i observed that jb and daidai have the same way of walking. haha, they look like brothers from behind. went for crn, daidai did his roleplay already. he say that it was scary at first. hahah, and we laughed alot while practicing our roleplay. we were saying what if we bow and our hair gets messy? and what if the salesperson is wearing a wig? the best part of it is the "YO YO" part. those who were there will know what happened. hahha, damn funny. 1st time see daidai laugh until like that. am i having my roleplay tml? seriously, i dun know.. after school, went to ljs to have lunch again. as we didnt eat at the coffee shop during our break. we bought jb a meal and he didnt want to eat! people in africa dun have anything to eat okay.. you still dun wan eat, waste food. you want to be like her is it?? he didnt want to eat so i took his wallet and forced him to eat at least a little. ohh, i sound so bad. haha, jb, they dun have anything to eat lehhs!! you better EAT horr!! you this xiao mei!

got no mood to blog these days. plus i went out this few days, hoping for miracles to happen but none. its okay i guess. some wishes are meant to be kept, and not to be fulfilled.

went out today, to check for the project thing and i was stupid enough to forget that its public holiday today. =x but its okay luhh. at least i got the numbers to call. but they are very busy. i tried calling, but all they say was "i'm not sure. you must call that department and ask whether can visit or not. " but the problem is, i dun have the other departments number and i dunno which department to call.. =( there a ses test tml and i haven study. later den study, provided if i'm not lazy. hees.. okay, dunno what to blog about already.. so i think i just end here. HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY JASON! and my baobeii is back! i'm so happy thats she is back! =D

i went to woodlands library today and slacked. took a few pictures of myself. its damn cold in the library. watched iron man too.. hees. not bad.
this is what i had for lunch cum dinner. its very nice. it looks nice too. i was attracted by the looks and not the taste. the appearance is indeed important. had fun today, thanks. =)

was out with my baobeii yesterday. hees, we talked a lot again. had much fun. we took a photo together, but she think that she looks -.- so i didn't post the photo. i respect her.. =) hees. school was as usual today. boring, but something happened luhh. no need to say, those who were present, will know. but i think everything is settled now. i guess.. afer school, i went to make ez link card. thanks joan, for accompanying me there. joycelyn and wynny went too. they oso went to make the ez link card. the aunty is damn guai lan. say cannot transfer the cash remaining in my ez link card. if want, can only do refund! AND, if i do refund, i cant take back the card. i was like, cannot transfer mehhs? and i asked her why in a nice way and she answered me this " you go ask the machine why cannot transfer lorr. i not the boss. " ehh, i nva give you attitude right. as if i step on her toe lorr. and when i told her i got the primary school ez link card back, she said that, "oh, thats last time mah. now not the same, i oso cannot do anything." hello, at least tell me in a nicer way? dun care, i want my money back. there is $5 inside okay. went home, slacked and used com. meeting jason again tml! hahah, we really meet every friday. goodie goodie.. =) lets hope that china sze chuan will get back to what it was like before. let the number of people dying stop here. its really very scary that the numbers kept increasing..

PS: you surprised me. thanks for that.

mandy didn't attend school today. she was not feeling well. but, she is coming back tml. =) well, school sucked today. Mr tan's lesson was okay but for the rest, its just sucks..

got "scolding" from Mr yeo today for his lesson. and he was late okay.. becus 1st test, only one person fail. 2nd test, half the class fail. don't want to elaborate anything else on this. haiish, there is so many up-coming tests and we are supposed to manage our time. our reasons are not acceptable to you, then what is? haiish, boring luhh. having a curfew to reach home also sucks... =(

PS: Mr tan, i had already create a new blog for LPD. you go to my blog links there and you will see the ldp blog. just click and you will see my blog for lpd. i will give you the address tml if you want to..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANDY! are you happy? we celebrated mandy's 17 birthday in school today during Mr Tan's lesson. had lots fun! almost every classmate took photo with mandy. she's a star today! this is the cake that we bought for her. its cute and nice. haha.. mandy, i know me and pao tui 1 still owe you 83 candles. we will give it to you. hahha.. school was as usual but this morning, mika met us and we walked to school together with mandy and jovin. =) and of course, mandy got smeared by the cream by the side of the cake. mandy, send me the class photo kayys? i wanna keep as its the first photo of everyone.. =)

happy mother's day!

didn't know why i want to post in pink. weird.. today is mothers' day and i wish all the mothers' a happy mothers' day!! all the best to my mummy! got mummy a heart bracelet. and she says its pretty but she doesn't want to wear it.. =( she say she scared she make spoil.. stayed at home the whole day today. kinda bored. but lucky, someone accompany talk. =) so happy. tml is mandy's birthday. wish you a happy birthday!! haha, i didn't really study for ses. just read through the notes. i totally forgot about the test until rayne reminded me. thanks rayne! less than an hour to mandy's birthday.. i wish you a early one okay? HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO MANDY!! happy birthday to you!!

see this 2 heart paper clips? it cost me $2 okay.. because while me, cecilia and in ping was walking back from the mrt station, there's a guy looking cute approached us and said that he has to sell this paper clips and was targeted to get $50. he was given until 11pm to sell all those paper clips. so i decided to help him lorr, not because he is good looking, but i pity him. cus like nobody want to help him buy. he is doing some entrepreneur thingy..
this is what i had for lunch. a cup of mocha frappe. the price has gone up to $4.70. =( i had burger for my dinner. had with my 'baobeii' and 'sister'. =)


so far, i haven get any photos that were taken on the 9th of may. anybody that has the photos, kindly send it to me.. thanks.

i think that we met a few psychos yesterday. i'm damn suay larr. firstly, in the afternoon, we met a few stupid people. we were sitting outside this fashion when i first saw them. then, they came after a few minutes later trying to ask for my number. sorry larr, i WILL NOT GIVE. no matter how you ask or whatever, i still wun give. and to that 'monkey', stop it larr. you look like 'monkey' already, but you are still making yourself worst than a 'monkey'. pity you. i think only i ping and cecilia know who is 'monkey'. secondly, there is a indian man keep looking at cecilia, smiling to her. siao.. den after we had our dinner, we saw the man again. he was like FOLLOWING us.. omg, and he was scratching his 'thing' wherever he go. i think he nva bath, then itchy. haha, and he still come sit beside us! so we walk away, and he followed again. -.- i think he got nothing better to do. sadly, we didn't take any photos yesterday, but we will the next time round! i promise!

my eye is just not okay. its the third day since i fell and the colour of the blue-black has gone worst. i know its recovering but, it just dun look nice. now, it has shades of light green, red, dark purple and abit of yellow. hope that it can recover even faster without the different colour shades. sad. still wondering how i fainted and fell that day. wonder what i knocked onto oso.. mr tan said that i'm very brave to post the pictures of my eye after i fell. and said that maybe i knocked onto the basin. hope its not the toilet bowl. eww.. and thanks to those who at least care about my eye, but i really don't know what did i knock onto. hmm, went to macpherson ite to attend the talk by the principle. omg, i almost fall asleep. but when its comes to the second speaker, its much more livelier. he knows how to crack jokes and all those. "BULLIES BULLY the BULLYABLE" nobody can bully you unless you let them. was what he said. quite agreeable. after the talk, went back to school, had lunch until 1pm. longest break ever.. =) after school went home, slept until 7pm plus. wonder what time am i able to sleep later.. i'm praying very hard everyday that my eye will recover sooner. and, hope that nothing will go wrong.

see this? it on the floor outside my house. i found it when i came back from home.. its very nice right? the pattern on its wing. when i took this picture, i'm damn scared that it will suddenly fly. but it didnt. lucky..

see, jia bin is the only guy in the photo. hahah.. we are so funny.
there is (from left to right, top to bottom) cup corn=connie, lulu/ah hua=wei hua, momo=mandy,jelly=joan, sotong/gong gong=me and marshmallow=mariah. six short of one.
lol, look as if we are taking family photo. i look like the mum? momo look like dad. cus her hair shorter.. haha.

mariah and me. as you can see, my eye is one big one small. becus of the sweeling.. =( hope that it will recover soon. i'm praying hard, very hard. my friend say that our smile look alike in the picture. do we?

will be going for the principle talk tml from 9am to 12pm. dunno what will it be about. hahaa. after that will be coming back to school for EFC. yipee!!

blogging for LDP. today, we learnt about self-worth.

what is self-worth?

-to project a positive self-image, one must pay attention to one's.

can the perception of others change?

i have learnt that positive self-image could be improved through,

1. Personal appearance.
2. Relating appropriately to others.
3. Working performance.
4. understanding others perception.
5. Improving one's intelligence.
6. Understanding differences in personality styles.

we also learnt about how others see me. what do you see me as?

omg

this pictures are taken by me from my house kitchen window. hmm, in the first pic, you can see a man sitting at the play ground right? he is a glue-sniffer. the packet beside his leg is his glue. and thanks to this group of boys informing me about him after i came back from the doctor today. the police came late. very late. after the sniffer reach home den the police reach. its like the police station is nearby and why do they need such a long time to reach? and they didn't really believed the kids i think. think what? prank call arhh? the police arrived for about 5 mins, pick up the bags of glue and went off. hey, at least like stay for a few more mins right?


these photos were taken on sat before i fainted/blackout and knocked myself. sorry bro, he was talking when i took this picture. and he blinked his eyes too. i think he will hate me if he sees his face here. haha, but who cares? =x

okay people, this is how i look now. damn ugly. i fell in the toilet yesterday. i thought that it wouldn't get so serious but,it swelled up in the morning. as a result, i didn't go to school. seen the doctor today, gotten a MC for today only. so people, when you see me, DUN YOU DARE LAUGH. its PAINFUL. and please stop asking me how i faint/blackout. if i know, i wun get injured. and you know what, the doctor told me that i need at least week to recover fully. OMG! i'm going to celebrate mandy's and jason' b'dae on friday. how am i supposed to go out like this? hope that the swelling and blue-black will be gone soon. i want my normal face back asap!! =(