im not at fault lor.
i dun think im wrong.
sometimes i really wonder..
am i such a bad friend?
am i very lousy?
or am i those that you think i have no feelings or whatever?
why not we just talk things out?
that might ease my mind, by not thinking so much.
i've known you for so long.
but yet, the attitude from us changed as years pass by.
what happened?
you dun even ask anything about me anymore.
i dun even know how to speak up.
drifted apart?
i dun mean to feel this way, but things that happened made me have this thinking.
you might or might not read my blog, i dunno.
maybe you think that the person im talking about is you or not you.
i hope you still care.
i hope you really mean it that our friendship will not get affected.
i hope that you really remember the times when we shared alot everything with each other, no secrets.
i hope you still remember the times when we said to each other, "friends forever".

listening ears anyone?

HAPYY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, JIA CHENG !!!!
:D
hope you enjoy your 18th birthday !
(although it was yesterday & i very good hor, didn post unglam pics of you)
haas.

this is ME ! :D


to faizal.
ps arhs, i only edit 2.
cus i think this 2 nicer. :)

SEE !!!!!!
CAN COUNT HOW MANY FLIES I WHACKED ONCE I REACHED HOME ??????
OMG luh !!!
where did all those flies came from?
and my poor new slipper became the murderer. :(
work was boring.... not much customer. and mr tan came by to visit again.
total of 5 times ler bahs.
hahahas. off day today.
so will be meeting michelle. :D
hope will have fun !!

im going to take up the challenge with SOMEONE.
golden rule is that:
-eat 3 meals a day
-no snacks and supper
-no fried food and eat less rice
-can eat lesser but CANT skip meals
(cus i love to skip meals. =x )
-last meal should be before 8pm

well, should be "easy" for me??
i scared its abit difficult.
i love bubbletea and snacks sooo much...
HOW? someone, control me please..

im enjoying it too.
well, hope that i can really move on too.
lets work hard together then. :)
fly fly butterfly~
LOLS.

IMPORTANT:
1. having breakfast tml with someone.
2. meeting wei hua at 12pm, go shopping for shoes before work.
3. work till 10pm, then go home.
4. meeting michelle on monday. (our date) :D
5. meeting siblings on 1st march.
6. going back to school for presentaion on 4th march. OMG !!!!
7. PH******O*. only michelle know. HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHS.
well, stll got what?

hhahhhas. work today was.......... BORED.

LOW PROFILE~
LOLS. hahahahs..

i dunno want to post about what alrd..... -.-

mr tan came by yesterday with his wife to collect the report. but then my supervisor was not around. so i guess mr tan have to came back next time lo.. he told me that wed, 4th of march me and wei hua tgt with some classmates have to go back school to do the presentation all those. like omg luh, so fast???? i haven even start on anything lor. -.-
work was BORING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i eating biscuits now.
had dinner/supper around 12.20am.
omg luh, i think i will put on alot of weight... =(
should i continue working in isetan or look for other jobs for march?
if work, i got extra income.
if wan find other jobs, go where and find?


thanks for waking me up yesterday morning, appreciated.

ZERO MAKEUP.
my eyes look abit smaller. :(

-.-
damn it.
that feeling once again.

i tnaw uoy ot hctef em morf krow. tub i wonk taht sti elbissopmi.
uoy tfel me ecno. ohw swonk taht ereht lliw eb a dnoces emit?
mi diarfa taht i lliw llaf ni evol htiw uoy ecno niaga.
i lliw kniht fo esoht seiromem taht ew derahs.
wneh uyo mgsde em, i liwl flee haypp nda dsa ta miste.
tbu, i nwko hawt ot od.
i vahe to rdenah ym hrate.
ew souhld jtsu maienrs sa fdienrs.
udnstaern?
utb, i smides uyo.

just dance~
im so in love with my blog song.
its so catchy and im lovin it ! :)
haas. abit bored now..
morning shift today, shiok !
can go home early..
but need to wake up early lo.
i dun like afternoon shifts as the time seems to pass damn slow. AGREE?
AND, i went to tabao food for my lunch today at lucky plaza and when i started to eat the veges, in between, i saw a WORM. GREENISH WORM. yucks, sucks.
and i think the part left is the front part.
cus can see 2 black dots (eyes). =/
and becus of that, i didn even touch the rice cus the vege is spreaded on top of the rice.
who knows if the part of the worm brushed against the rice?
that is like OMG luh.
im not going back to that stall anymore.
EWW, thinking of it makes me feel so disgusted.
went i reach home, i was damn hungry luh..
ate dinner, chatted with some friends.
went offline and online again cus someone asked me to.
hahahas. (you know who) X)
working afternoon shift tml..
alright, off to sleep now.
if not, someone is going to nag at me again.

SCAMMED . . .
=.=''

today's my off day !!
i counted my jan's pay, and im left with 1/4 of the pay.
OMG !! i spent too much.
and, the most important thing is that, i dun even know what did i spend on..
but i think, i spent my money on food, mostly.
have to CONTROL ! but, seriously, i dun think i can.
i love to eat, and that is why, i think im putting on weight. =(
how to maintain?
mr tan came by to visit yesterday.
was surprised that he came by, cus he caught me by surprise.
i was serving a customer when he walked beside me, and looked at me.
hahhas. and he asked me to remind wei hua to "DRINK MORE WATER"
see, he so concerned about you lehs wei hua....... :D
counting down to the end of iap, 12 more days.
my supervisor asked me whether i want to continue working till school reopens.
should i?

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYONE OUT THERE !!! (although it was yesterday)
i spent the 13 and 14 of feb with the people i loved and cared for.
MY FRIENDS !!!
thanks for letting me spent the special day with you guys.
i had a memorable one.
on the 13th i had sushi at marina square, andersen's ice-cream, went nearby s'pore flyers to chill, had a heart to heart talk with you, knew what's troubling us, alot alot.
i will remember that day. :)
on the 14th, went out with the dy-s to bugis to have our dinner, and watched the movie " Look for a star". not bad, quite funny.
only that the guy beside breathe so loud. i can even know when he is breathing for is he pausing his breathe. LOLS luh..
had dinner at SHOKUDO if i didnt get the spelling wrong.
the jap food there is quite nice.. :D
the movie ended around 11.30pm.
took mrt home and reached home around 12am+.
AND michelle, you put us aeroplane arhs? hahhas.
bought mandy and wendy (dy-s) a vday gift as they gave me something too.
but mine was damn last min. =x
sorry arhs. but anyway, thank you mandy and wendy for the gift.
hope you guys will like mine too. :D
see you guys soon. missed you guys though.

i was LATE for work today !!!!!
omg, i panic like dunno what luh.
bathed, grabbed my bag and cabbed down to my work place.
i was late and they made me stay an extra hour to replace the time that i was late for.
but okay luh, lucky never deduct pay.
my pay not enuff for me already.
hahahs..




too deep, you hurt me.
thinking back, heartaches and smiles.
which should i remember?
i cant decide.
they should just be memories..
right?

ban qing ge

touching song.
memories are made to be remembered.
just remembered.
let those memories become a part of our life story.
time to let go.

i got TANNED.
went swimming at jurong with beloved inping today.
i upgrade you already. you must upgrade me oso hor.
hahas. LOLS.
today's weather is so so good. :D
im lovin it !!!
and so fun and funny.
ping, you should know why luh.
keep laughing at me today.
i dun wan take photo with you liao luh.
so tall and pretty.
=( i sad liao.
hais. i have to tip-toe..

there's more to come.
i wanna go swimming and tanning again !!!
got a number of people tell me,
"you so dark already, why wan go tan?"
"you later from malay girl become indian girl how?"
"you wan get tanned? sure bo? later is chao-ta."
AND i got tanned okay..
although its not obvious cus im dark by nature.

sometimes, somethings just doesn get into the right place.
i tried to forget to accept new things but things just didnt go the way i wanted it to be.
why did it just come back at the wrong time?
hais.
i MUST wake up from this dream.
bad dream.


thanks to beloved inping and bastard for listening to me hor.
appreciated. :D

can those people just grow up?
prank calls very good to play hurh?
i dun even know you and you can say that i gave you my number.
still say what, we last time got go out together one.
LOLS. bullshit luh.
what nicky, what ben?
who the hell keep anyhow give my number to others?
LAME lehs.

im so damn pissed off right now.
not first day already hor.

went sentosa with ping today.
but we were so so pissed off.
cus it was raining the whole afternoon. -.-
we wanna go get tanned, but...
FAILED.
suay man.
although alot of people say i very dark already,
but iwanna get tanned. not dark.

vday is jus around the corner.

well, empty.

*not in order.

love and peace .
faith and feelings.