Yes, I get it. Everything has changed ever since 6 months and 12 days ago. I should have known. I'm no longer the priority nor the important one anymore. I no longer belong to your world anymore. 6 months and 12 days indeed is a long time. But why, why does it feels like 6 minutes and 12 seconds ago? I need encouragement, support, care and concern to get me going day after day. But I guess, what I need most is still you. It has been so long till I last saw you, held you in my arms, looked at you in the eye, felt butterflies in my stomach when I saw you, it was different. Everything was better, so much better. I love everything that we do, but what I love most was you. It was your presence that kept me going. Now that we are both leading different lives, I really wonder how you're doing. You still meant a lot to me, don't blame me for being overreacting person, it's all because I still care. It might sound like an excuse, but you know me well, I only want the best for you. Just got to know that you're sick, was very concerned. Give you some encouragement and hoping that you would be happy to hear from me. But it seems that my concern, its the same as everyone else's. I hope you know that you still matter a lot to me. And I hope I still matter as much as you meant to me. Rest well.
