well, school today as usual was GREAT with them.. laugh and joke was what we do best. handed up my work, feel great. at least im not owing her any homework since 15 july. hahas.. after school, went to walk around with them at J8 and went home after that. reached home, and chatted with my baby boy for awhile. YES ! few more days, endure. wait there for me yea? :) planning something real good with him for the long coming 6 weeks. pray for good results. hahas... (: i want the good results, for the both of us no matter in what. was chatting with friends and i got to know something. we have to be wary of everyone around you. hmm, thats so very true...

well, not all friends are good..
seriously to me now.. im starting to believe..
human, we, make use of each other..
just that, some we say thanks, some we just say " fuck off la~ !"..
but ultimately.. we need each other ..
we make use of each other.. we prey on each other to survive..

SAD. this is reality. face it.


27th july 2009
baby called in the night and we chatted for awhile and things are getting better already.. school was fun with my wynny, xinyi and billy but wynny was on mc today.. ): no one entertain me. hope you're feeling much much better. finished up every piece of work that i owed my pac teacher. hard work man.. thats great. well for my part, i hope everything is going to be okay soon. (: and worry people. hahas..

stayed home today. bored. but its okay..
waiting for tml and 31th !! :)
went to trim my hair in the afternoon because the ends abit chui. hahas.. now better, and abit shorter. ):
hmm, met up with david in the evening because he was at cheng shan cc with his troupe performing for the ngee ann city competition.
his troupe got into the fifth place. not bad. jia you !
called xinyi and disturb her, your butt is waiting to be whacked. hahas..

oh man, monday blues coming.. =/

baby, i miss you.

received a msg from my baby boy ytd and today. :) damn happy to see his msg. hmm, one more day to hear from you, 6 more days to see you. ENDURE. :D hahas... went out today for dinner with my mum and baobei. i think this is the first time baobei is eating dinner with my mum. hahas.. how was it? great i guess. walked around with baobei as mum went home first to packet food for the prince at home. hahas.. hmm, i wanna look for some accessories.. :D

31th july, come REAL soon !!! :D

so looking forward to it !!!

im still waiting !!!

loves.

im just waiting.
i will keep waiting.
i will just keep waiting.
wait till the day you are finally back with every little thing of ours is solved.

i have been having that thought in my mind for quite some time now.
shall i?
hmm.. hmm..
shall give myself more time to think about it. :)

where's my baby boy?

Monday 20 july 2009
school was great. received a box of jelly beans from MANDY !!! so sweet. thanks arhs mandy !!! :) loves loves.. hahas. the jelly beans damn sweet. :D i like i like. went somewhere after school and was kinda shocked by the results. happy also. hmm, dont really know how to explain the feeling. thanks to everyone that is concerned. :)

Tuesday 21 july 2009 test.
=x didnt join the rest of the class for the mini birthday celebration for the july babies in school. well, i was unable to. its that feeling again. the faint feeling, damn scary.. its like i might faint if i close my eyes. damn weak, feel like vomiting, kept perspiring and that xinyi keep saying my hand very jelly. hahas.. LOLS. she cute luh, so small sized. around noon, i went to sick bay. =/ feeling damn weird. the feeling's not good.. when i was about to sleep, i received a message. was SHOCKED to receive it.. didnt thought of receiving that message. well, suck. and i missed the pac test. hahas. i think that day i go school sleep only.. oh yah, and special thanks to WYNNY !!! :) help me buy milo, cool it and spoon feed me. :) still accompany me inside the sick bay. so sweet ! love love. hahas.. went home after they finished their lesson. i think i used twice the time i normally take to walk home.

Wednesday 22 july 2009
rained but it was a damn funny and cool day. no matter where we go, we laughed all the way. or i think is only wynny and me laughing all the way, no matter where we are. hahahas... but the most funny one was the toilet incident. hahhas.. freaking funny. now, thinking of it, i still can laugh about it. hahahs.. still got alot more. and wynny made fun of a teacher say that her dog is afraid of the teacher. then another teacher came to talk to us, with a piece of green thing on her lips. HAHAHAS.. i trying to hint her but i think she didnt get it. we happily skipped pe cause im not feeling well. went to eat pasta with wynny and billy. xinyi went off first.. we hid billy's phone because he left it on the table and walked away. but he didnt know that his phone is missing until we finished our meal and wanted to leave the place. wynny and me bursted into laughter luh. billy, scared not? hahas. went amk hub to accompany billy make his ezlink card, like FINALLY. hahas.. AND this is the part when it all happened. wynny and me wanted to go toilet first, so billy went to the ticketing counter first. wynny went in first and pushed the unlocked doors of the toilet. BUT, there's one door unlocked with a lady inside. HAHAHAHS. damn funny. after seeing the lady inside, wynny and me rushed out of the toilet and burst into laughter when wynny told me what she saw. freaking funny. soon after wynny and me bought shoes at amk central.. woohoo~ will be getting it on friday. yes yes yes.. :D happy !

Thursday 23 july 2009
school started at 1pm. met wynny and xinyi to school.. wynny was performing 'magic' during pac lessons. hahas.. early dinner with them and home we went. its 2.07am right now and off to bed i go ! :D nights everyone !


I MISS MY GUY ...

after so long, finally i can blog.
don't worry about me, i wouldn't die yet.
i can't die before i settle everything.
i can't die before seeing someone that i wanna see for so long. = my guy.
i can't die when i know so many people actually care so much for me, my family and friends.
i can't die when i know i got things to accomplish.
i can't die when i know someone's out there is trying to cause harm.
i can't die because i know i have to make things right.
i can't die no matter how hard it's going to be.
i can't die because i have to forget, and not forgive this time round.
i can't die cause you are out to see me die.
i will NOT die.
trust me, you will NOT see me die.
i'm not going to let you win.
see who will get the last laugh.
i'm not referring, not pin pointing, just stating my point of view. (:
CHEERS.