alright, FINALLY, the last day of IAP.
i almost cried when i heard what a friend i made over there had said.
it was touching okay~
okay, lyn almost cried and i dunno why. can see her red and teary eyes...
maybe is becus there is nobody to disturb her anymore. hahhas.
JAMAL !!!! ~ she doesn know i have a blog, so i can blog whatever i want.
LOLS. oh yah, and to the people who i worked with, i will miss you guys and hope you guys will miss me too ! (for those who are closer to me)
i will always remember how reluctant i am to wake up for work, drag my feet, rush to work and do all the housekeeping while working morning shift.
i will miss that mirror that i always looked into too ! :D
although during the first few weeks of the IAP, i had negative thoughts about it, feel that it totally sucks and was so damn boring but now, thinking that i had to leave that place, i was abit sad.
not because i miss working there, but i miss the nice people i met over there.
unlike some staffs that back stab, sabotage, bully and many more, the promoters/ friends i made there was fun and lovable.
i will miss the times when we had lunch together, gossip together, go toilet together, laugh and get nagged together.
hope that after i leave that workplace, the happiness and laughter will still remain.
becus during the first few days, i observed that they were quiet and dun really talk much.
AND AND AND, i wanna say this !!! HAHHAHAHAAHAHAAHAHS~
the first day i went there, alot of the promoters there, thought that i was a malay girl.
cus i dun really talk that much (dunno them at first), i spoke in english, and my skin tone is darker than before. HAAS~
but it was real funny to trick them, saying that im malay and they will go saying this in mandarin "eh, she new girl arhs? malay right?"
hahhaas~ i jus smile and pretend i cant understand, but when they are talking among themselves, i will just go "yah, i agree." that kind of things in mandarin and they go "you can speak mandarin? so clever.."
im used to it already. :) alot of the customers thought im a malay too and when i speak mandarin to them, they all have the same reaction like the other promoters.
i work there, oso shop there.
bought a number of clothes from my department, and spent alot of money this month.
-.- i wan my pay, faster pay day lei..

i dun voice out doesnt mean im alright.
well, sometimes i get so pissed off and i dun even wanna think about it.
i get so pissed off until i dun even know how to voice it out.
oh well, shutup.


ever since my days were filled with gloom.
a field of dead memories flooded my brain cells and they conquered my emotions.
but when i found you, you became the light of my life..
you are like the lamp in the streets, providing the bright light to others.
lending others a helping hand when in need.
love is just a risk, to see whether you have found the right man that is supposed to be.
and thats when i spotted you, my special light.