its already 12.46am, TUESDAY. dun feel like going school later on.. how? its already TUESDAY.. do you get what i mean?

sometimes its really very hard to say out what i really think. why? because, i dun have that "power". you talk, they listen. i talk, they dun listen. what to do? its like whatever i think, feel, do, try, say, doesn have an impact on you. maybe you have found your true friend. maybe its time for me to stand at the side and keep quiet. but what went wrong?