Love, hate, relationship.

Typed a really long paragraph, but decided to rewrite. I'm so upset about today. Tried to make it better, but I ended up reaching home with a much heavier heart. Sometimes it's really depressing to think about what things might be in the future with your partner, when at times things just looks so impossible. It's so delicate, a touch and it will break. I'm not even so upset when we fought, but that moment was really painful. Walked home with tears in my eyes, thinking over and over of what I have done. This is the only time I really didn't feel like talking to anyone. Shutting myself in my room seems to be the best solution for now. I'm not running away from reality, but I just need time to be alone. It all boils down to one reason to why all this is happening, ME. Somehow I caused all these to happen. Can't think of any other reason to why we are like this. Need an escape.