Only if..

Only if i could turn back the time, many things wouldn't even have happened. Be it is good or bad, happy or sad.

Only if i could think about what i should do and not what i want to do, many unhappiness can be eased.

Only if i could think straight for the moment and not let other emotions take control over me, i wouldn't be like this today.

Only if i could be a little more smarter, i wouldn't have caused so many troubles in my 18 years of life.

Only if things were much easier, there wouldn't be problems to solve.

Only if i have better understanding and control, i would have been better.

If all is only if, if all i had was a time machine.

It's always only if.