me with lionel and he is still as fair as before. haha.. so qiao, me and him using same phone. but only his is green and mine is blue.


i bought this during my break time cus the side of my feet hurts so much that i have to go buy a new shoe and wear. =)
benedict kor came by and treat me to a bar of chocolate. haha. nice.. den after i finish work, i accompany him go buy something for his gf den go eat at kfc. after eating he drive and send me home. thanks arhhs !! but, i suggest that you better go buy a directory or something. i dun want you to get lost or something. =x hahah.. shall post more photos when mika blogs.. all the photos are with her.. hees.

Write 20 random facts about yourself then tag the same amount of people as minutes it takes you to write the facts.

1. i'm short. ( i admit.)
2. i love cookies.
3. i dunno what facts do i really have.
4. i'm tired after work.
5. i hate to study.
6. i love to cam whore.
7. i'm abit cash tight now.
8. i love my family.
9. i love my friends.
10. i love him.
11. i want everybody to be happy.
12. i love spending time with him and my friends.
13. i can be nasty too.
14. i love to go tour around in a car.
15. im not perfect.
16. im trying my best to get everything into place.
17. im a gong gong. (actually not, haha.)
18. i miss all my friends and him.
19. i love to shop.
20. i love to dream.

here's the 20 facts. im going to tag, baobeii, in ping, joan, rayne and jia bin. =)

when mika upload the pics already, then i shall blog everything together. haha.. thanks, benedict kor for sending me home today. was nice talking to you.. =)

didnt blog these few days as many things has happened. some good some bad, but mostly bad. =( but no worries, i got things settled, almost. still trying to make things better over here. msn cant use, dunno why. haiish, i think got problem but i duuno is what problem. -.- i am going to work tml already !! finally, i am going to work. have to work in order to get some extra income. i need extra income because of some personal reasons. -.- shall sleep early today as tml and sunday working.. chat with mandy on the phone just now because she is at camp and she bored. oh, mandy, i miss you !! thanks baobeii for being there for me too. =)

i dunno why, i cant upload any photos to my blog.. -.- okay, went out yesterday. guess what, i got 100 kisses and a very tight hug as a gift. haha.. cool? i did count the kisses, it was really a 100 of them. sweet. after michelle came over to help me put psp games, i not so bored anymore. but, i brought my psp out yesterday and he seems to forget its a special day. all he wanted was my psp. i was of course fed up. around the afternoon, his friends came over to find us. and, there it goes again. they were snatching to play my psp. but they very funny luhh, so grown up liao, see a purple psp, and got so excited. hmmm, it was fine until it reaches night time. i hate night time. it reminds me that i have to go home early as a have a curfew, i have to say goodbye to him and his attitude changes when we said goodbye. i dunno whats wrong, but he loves to piss me off in the phone. and everytime i get angry or whatever, he seems to not know what is going on. haiish, i guess its okay. maybe i should try not to be angry over his things. he is asking me to go to his friends chalet later on. but i dun like the people there. they are younger than me, dunno how to think using their brains or is it they dun have brains, they talk without thinking about others feelings although few of them are quite nice. i can count using my fingers to see who is nice. but the rest, cannot make it. i dunno is it because i have grown up from my thinking last time but i find the young girls there, very childish. i dunno how to say but, they get jealous over almost everything. and they like to act alot. maybe media corp can ask them to go for a try out acting as bitches or some people trying to act ah lian. oh, i dun think they need to act. they are.. i am not trying to be nasty but, they are really stepping on my toes. i tried being nice to them, but they took it for granted. i treat them nice, they give me attitude. hey girls, grow up, get a life. stop making people hate you, it will be a better way if you girls just stand back, stop poking your nose into everything. my problem with him, i can solve it MYSELF. i dun need you all to give him those stupid comments. aren't you girls tired? do you think trying to break people up is fun? if you want to play with me, i can too.

photos from yesterday..

today michelle came over to my house to use my com and blog. cus her lappy cannot on.. poor michelle, =( today was slack slack day. hees. michelle came over to my house around 1pm and den use com, blog, help me put psp games inside my psp. thanks michelle.. den around 4pm we went to amk hub to walk walk. mic said that she want to trim her fringe but in the end we walked the whole amk in like 1 hour. see, amk central is so small. -.- i bought a purple stripe to go with my psp. now my psp case, the stripe and my psp is all purple. hees.. den around 5pm plus we went home.. hees. den, slacked at home the whole day. but now, got new psp games to play. so not so bored after all. =) i want more games to play.. its the holidays, and i haven find a job for myself.. i need a job.

went out or met up with shu min and michelle today at toa pa yoh. so long never see them lerr.. but they nva change. hees.. =) of course, he went with me. =D had lunch at koufu den went to a place like office derr. shu min brought us there. after awhile, went off to tpy library with mic and him. =) happy. we sat down, he read comics, mic played psp, i read those diy books.. haha. i want psp games. my brother accidentally deleted the files. now, i am left with nothing in the psp. =( took some pictures with mic but she haven upload. will post tml when she upload.. hees. and our colour difference is damn huge. i am so dark and she's so fair!! when i say this sentence, he said " you now den know arhh?" hahha. i knew it long ago.. hmm, went to watch movie. the incredible hunk with him. the movie not bad but there is alot of fighting scenes.. hees. and to that girl who say that i flirt in front of my 'him', which i did not. which eye you use to see me flirt? and if you are not looking at me, how you know i was flirting? use some brains girl. i dun give a damn. i was snatching my friend's wallet as he threw it to the ground and what i said was 'the finder is the keeper okay?'. you made a big fuss out of it. aren't you ridiculous?? i forgive you because you are still young, not because i am afraid of losing to you. went home around 10pm plus as i cant stand the sight of her. and maybe you are just like what my baobeii said, you are just jealous that they prefer to talk with me. i already have my 'him', and what for i want to snatch from you? and all the peolpe there are younger than me. and thanks baobeii for listening to me about my problems. i dunno why i find it hard, in fact very hard to communicate with my parents.. i will try, next time. off to sleep now, shall upload the photos tml..

the sunset from my kitchen window. the sky is blue, orange, pink and purple in a way that i see it as. i just love the way it is.
went to school today and it's the last day of school !!! yipee!! but sadly, today rayne reach earlier than me.. so weird seeing him earlier than me. normally, its jia bin, me den rayne.. hahah. and we zhong ma piao almost everyday. but today one the winnings are bigger. hahha.. i kept looking at them to see whether they are holding hands or whatever and rayne says that i look like a spy. how i wish i was one. first lesson was crn and we went to sot room. air-con!! the weather is so humid.. den mandy, joan, jia bin and rayne were playing viwawa and i was playing with jia bin's psp.. AND DEN, it was reo. that guy arhh, like to give last min test derr.. he like to make us sutdy under STRESS. but lucky, today's test is open book. and i think his eye got problem. he cant tell that my answer is a 'F'. and he mark me wrong. -.- i dun even want to get the mark from him. efc, went sot room again and there they are, playing viwawa again. i dunno how to play, so i play jia bin's psp. hahah.. =) went to find him after school and we saw him mum again!! i was damn shocked luhh. and, being short is not wad i can choose. but i'm born with it. you cant blame me for being so short, i oso dun wan to be so short. is that your son is too tall compared to me. and i know, but i love it. i cant do anything to make me grow taller, unless i wear heels ever time i see you. i admit i'm short. but what can i do?

yeah!!!! tml is the last day of school and then its the holidays! but, i still have to wake my brother up early in the morning. so its like, same for me.. =( school ended at 12 noon today and me, mandy, joan, jia bin and rayne went to eat at kfc as LJS is FULL. opps, jia bin, you and LJS no fate luhh. hmmm, had sw today. damn funny luhh. that mandy and wei hua.. me and joan were playing badminton and we got tired. so we sat down and took a rest. den joan started to hit the shuttle cock to me. hey, it was fun. we sat down and play. new way of playing badminton. hahha.. den when the shuttle cock drop in the middle, we slide the racket just to make the shuttle cock reach us. hahha.. den that wei hua and mandy say that me and joan is handicap. keep acting as reporters and wanting to interview us. i was laughing until i cant say a thing luhh. den mandy say i very ke lian. handicap liao, now mute oso. so funny luhh. den when joan suddenly stand up, they two kept saying this in chinese "a miracle happened! they now can walk and talk and even see! nothing is impossible." its damn funny i tell you. after sw was reo. stupid, dun want to talk about test. my answer is same as some others. why they correct i wrong? i got study for the test lorr, although it was last minute.. =@ but at least i studied. ohh, no more ice cream lehh joan.. =( sad horr?
if you think that not telling me where you are going is important? then what if i cant contact you? at least i know where you are right? forget it, you broke your promise. make sure you dun break your promise another time. i mean it.

holidays are really coming!! hmm, had my efc ca today. quite stressed at first. but after that, it's ok what. mr tan is very friendly... =) currently, i am supposed to study for reo as there's a test tml. but, i slacking away.. i dun have the mood.. i am already in the holiday mood.. 3 more days to the holidays! yipee!! =D 14th june holiday, then comes 16th june.. =D i'm smiling inside my heart now. my family does not know about my relationships.. its because i dun really talk to them and i dunno how to tell them about this things. my parents are very strict.. =( will be having sw tml. hope that we are NOT going to hold the 3kg ball and run or even touch it. i cannot tahan. i am getting weaker.. will be meeting our group for breakfast tml at mac. then after that, got 2 periods of reo. then can HOME SWEET HOME. that means we are ending lessons at 12 noon. =P this week is like go home early week. haha.. holidays, means late night sleeping!! hees. so bored now..

went to PIZZA HUT at j8 after school. we ended early because mr tan was attending a course or something like that. someone* had the craves for pizza.. haha, you know who you are.. =x had lots of fun laughter during lunch luhh.. as usual, i was the last to finish up my meal. hahha. rayne and jia bin go trick mandy on the cheese shaker. so funny.. lucky mandy hold tight, if not the whole bottle of cheese topple on her pizza. must be extra careful when we eat with them next time.. really had fun today with my friends. ;-) can you believe? we had this number of plates when we are only there for 15-20mins. hahha.. in total, we had 35 plates..
my favourite!! the spider hand roll.. =D
went to eat sushi at amk near the big kbox there. its cheaper than sakae. it cost only 0.99cents per plate. and the total bill is $50.20 for 4 person.. cheap? the food there not bad oso.. =)

i have to do michelle's quiz now. hahha..

1.What disappoints you the most?

hmmm, having a very early curfew?

2.What are you supposed to do now?

i'm supposed to sleep now.

3.What's the most romantic thing you would like to do with the one you love?

i would like him to bring me to my favourite place and share the memories of us being together and before we are together.

4.Do you think money can buy happiness?

think so..

5.If you can have one dream to come true,what would it be?

having a family that really understands me, allowing me to more freedom and letting me have a bf officially.

6.Do you believe you can survive without money?

NO.

7.What are you afraid to lose the most?

the ones that i really love.

8.If you won $1 million,what would you do?

i would save-keep 1/3 of the money. the rest i would spend it wisely and help the needy that really needs help.

9.What were you doing before doing this quiz?

sleeping.

10.List out two good points of the person who tagged you.

cute and true.

11.What makes you happy?

doing things that i love the most and seeing him.

12.What type of person do you hate the most?

those who betrays, liars, those who act really close with you yet tell others your/friends secret.

13.Where do you see yourself 29 yrs down the road?

singapore, married, having least 2 kids? see who i marry to first. haha..

14.If you can possess a superpower, what would it be?

i want to able to see people's true self.

15.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

having a enjoyable happy life, family, friends, a person that we both love each other and money!

16.If you have a chance to change your life now,what would you wanna change?

nothing, everything quite fine now. i am satisfied with what i have now.

17.Which cartoon character you like most?

COOKIE MONSTER! he is so cute. and its blue. =)

18.Are you courageous enough to go and tell the person that you like him?

it depends. but normally i will only tell my close friends about it. if he finds out and if he likes me too, i might go and say.

19.What do you wish to do right now?

get out of the house and find him after he finishes work? i know its not possible. =(

20. Are you happy now?

yes because he just smsed me. no because, something happened in the afternoon, hope its ok now.

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. : cecilia, in ping, emily, cassandra, chun rong.

went to bugis yesterday. its like flooded with people luhh. plus it was raining.. so we shopped around bugis junction first. i didn't see anything that caught my attention. or maybe we were just shopping outside the shops? and not shopping inside the shops? this is how he shops. i got headache while shopping with him. what he buys is going to end up on him and he keep asking me to choose for him. -.- even for his pants.. but i did in the end.. hees. but, this guy is so silly and cute luhh. we were so cold, thanks to the on-going rain. (rayne, you cant control again arhhs?) so we went into a shop and i saw a jacket that suits him. so i ask him go try as he wanted a jacket. he liked it and bought it. he bought one for me too. its red in colour.. so striking luhh. but i will wear. i'm still feeling cold now. thanks for buying so much stuffs for me when i'm not allowed to pay for anything when i'm out with you.. not even for an ice cream cone. he keep saying that he want to watch kung fu panda because of something i said. i wish i didn't said that sentence and so he doesn't have to waste money on the movies. but we didn't regret, it was so funny. but the only thing is that the auntie trick us luhh. ask we to buy the seat 6&7 at the last row. it was just beside the door and so many people is walking in and out.. very irritating. and the screen is not far lorr. the seats are all at the same height and i'm short. there's a woman seated in front of me and she blocked my WHOLE VIEW. -.- that silly brought $200 out and, he is only left with $30+? and he wants to go shopping again with me on the 22th. but this time is shop for me.. i dun want luhh. he is spending too much money on me and i dun want him to. dunno how to say then he will understand. went home around 10pm+ thanks to my mum's nagging and threatening. how i wish i could stay longer.. =( he is working for the whole week next week. no off days.. =(

didn't blog these days because i didn't have the mood to and something happened to my com. -.- i want to go running, to burn off the calories. all his fault, keep feeding me with food. he says that i'm too small sized. where got..

baobeii's new invention for 'DONUTS'. hahha. thats tomato ketchup and mayo together.
do i look like a tomato ketchup lover? i only say i want but i dun nid so much. i cant finish all.. thats 8 packets for myself.. =x

went out today with cecilia for dinner. hahah.. i let my mum and bro wait 1 hour for their dinner. =x my mum sent me this "what time are you coming back? we are dying of hunger." baobeii and me were laughing when we saw this sms. haha. after that my mum oso sent me " hey, where's my supper?" friends are all linked in a circle. we all know each other through links, what a joke. woke up around 1pm ++ in the afternoon today. wonder should i go or not, sms mandy. and we didnt go in the end.. stayed at home until baobeii asked me out for dinner. as usual, we talked alot. hahah.. i found out that we dun usual take pictures with each other. i think i only got 2 pictures of me and her tgt.. =( went home around 9pm. mummy was dying of hunger. but when i reached home, she is perfectly fine. hahha.. after i print out the efc roleplay thing. den off to sleep. ohh no, there is ses test tml.. die die. i better go take a look at the notes.

slacked around today. sad, THEY didnt come. think they dun dare to come.. =.= dun wan talk about them already. forget it.

saw joan and her bf today. wahh, her bf de friend is really alot. got young and old one. hees. AND its june already!!! 13 more days to my holiday! i'm so happy luhh!! hees. =) i wanna work. saw jin man's bf today. ask him where is jin man and he say she go camp. or something like that luhh.. hees. didnt go see iris cheerleading performance yesterday. dunno mummy will let me go out today or not.. see how first bahhs. sianns.. holidays are coming! so damn damn happy! time really flies. it has been so long.. orange or brown?? hahha. in ping, wish that you can really be happy.. =)

had dinner with cecilia and in ping yesterday. this is paper prata from the food court at j8. hees.. $3 horr. =) but, its nice..


see the sky? daidai's mood not good today is it? why the sky so dark? this few days daidai keep pee-ing. hahha.. and the timing is always not right. but, at least, its cooling. CHEERFUL LITTLE BOY!!

my sisters. i look like retarded in the pic luhh. but, its okay luhh.. hahha. =)

school was find today. same thing, met up with friends and walked to school. den first lesson was crn. had a long long break for crn as the last 3 groups had their roleplay. den was reo. same, alot of notes to copy, had to listen alot.. =x keep waking daidai up as we have to copy notes. haha. sorry huhh.. had efc after that. mr tan gave us a 10min break.. but we stayed in class and finish up our efc roleplay. see, we so guaii. daidai, do your homework horr.. haha. after school, home sweet home. =)

seriously i dunno what is wrong with msn. i cant use it. i can sign in, but they will tell me that it stopped working and i have to stop and close the programme. arghh!! i so fed up luhh. just now cant even use the Internet. dunno whats wrong. hope that the problem can be resolved by tml.. if still cannot, i really dunno what to do already. i have been trying from 6pm ++ till now!!

went to school with jelly, daidai and emo-momo. first period was ses. got back our test that time. i only got 32/40. =( i was hoping to get higher marks. i will try harder next time. mrs lim said that she always get joan and me mixed up. because our height and body built. hahha, den, mr tan say he will see double when he see me and mariah together. i got a very common face i think. after ses was lpd. we did an activity on goal setting. hees.. had our break outside school but i shall not talk about that. went back to school for crn. it was mandy's role play today.. after crn was reo. boring.. went amk hub with joan as i asked her to accompany me go buy some snacks. i cant find what i really wanted so i bought something else instead. =( den saw sidney while we were going home. saw him yesterday and today. so qiao horr? haha. i want to use msn!!!!! what's wrong with it?????? :-@

STEAMBOAT SESSION!!!
see, dunno who go put skyler on my back. but he is DAMN CUTE!
they are playing a very exciting game. i recommend those that have very slow reaction, not to play this game. you will get a shock. like me.. =x smack smack.
went to evelyn's house yesterday. had lots of fun fun fun!! words cant express my thoughts for yesterday but, it was fun fun fun.. went home around 11pm as there is school today.

went school today with jelly, dai dai and emo-momo. hmmm, mariah is the chairwoman of our class.. congrats. had ses test today. i didnt really study but i think that the test is okay luhh. after ses was break. ate in school and then attended ldp and efc. during the lesson, we, as usual, talked alot! hahha, daidai and gonggong got bored and started to draw. haha, sorry daidai that i drop your phone. hey, i helping you to get your new phone soon lehhs. haha.. but i got retribution okay? my necklace BROKE! i dunno what happen but, it broke! so sad luhh. =( CHEERFUL LITTLE BOY!! haha.. =x

hey people out there, i would like to share something with you guys. this is what i received in a friendster message.

Date: 05/24/2008 8:21 pm Subject: hi. Message: hi there!!!
You are a girl with sweet smile, great looks, great figure and very appealing features and so i just....
Just wanna message and ask if you are open minded and into flings or into discreet scandals or flirts? If yes, care to get together and.... if no, it alright... so care to give me an answer on it...
Hope to hear from you soon and hopefully its a positive answer from you...

this guy call himself Jason and this is his friendster url.

http://profiles.friendster.com/52949586

ehh, hello. do i look like i do all this things? how you know i got good figure? you got see me before mehhs? pictures and photo can tell everything? den why you dun put your own pic? afraid that you might scare ppl away is it? you this kinda ppl just disgrace guys face. if you want, geylang got alot what. go there find luhh. what for go through so much effort? I, VIVIAN ONG DUN DO THIS KINDA THINGS OKAY? AND I AM NOT THAT OPEN-MINDED OKAY?

will be meeting my secondary school friends later on. hope that it will turn out to be a good one. hahha, bye bye !!

joan didn't come school today because she got "sore eyes". she called me in the morning to ask me whether to come school or not. in the end, she didn't come. but connie and wei hua FINALLY came back to school. after 6 days of their 'holidays'. hahha.. today only daidai and gong gong walk to school. cus, mandy took a cab and joan didn't come to school.. went to buy breakfast at mac and den walked to school. reach school, had SW. haiiyo, i become weak liao. =( i almost fell while running the shuttle run. the hall is slippery luhh.. after that, had REO test. hope that i can pass this test. i got abit of confidence that i can pass. =) after the test, the half of our class went to the retail hub and help out with the decorations.. hees. we do until so nice luhh. see already oso happy. hahah.. after that, was break time. so we went to have our lunch at j8 kfc. rushed back to school for crn. had my role play today. =x i messed up the front part.. but, in total i think is okay luhh. but my dismissal time is delayed.. hahha, for around 15 minutes. den its home sweet home. i almost cried when i see his injuries. but i really broke down when i got home. i'm damn fed up with my mum. she thinks that she really understands me. but she does not.. if you want me to really respect you, please respect me first okay? i broke down is not because she scold me or wad. but is that i'm sad and disappointed and angry. its not the first time already. i will try to be stronger next time. really.. can i know how to communicate with you?

eee.. the guys not steady one. the girls are more steady than you two. hahah.. =x



ps: look at joan's skirt. its the shortest among us. hahah..

see, rayne took a picture of me during ses today. haha..

so, i took 2 in order to return his kindness. hahah. nice horr. like emo emo. =x opps..


see the blinding light from the sun? i took this pic just outside the lift. i love the orange sun..

i got bored so i started to draw names on the bottle caps. i drew one for rayne too. BUT he was playing with it until it drop. and dunno drop where. i didnt see. hahah, its okay luhh. school was fun today as we laughed alot. hees. good good.. every morning same thing, meet mandy and rayne to school sometime joan oso. ses lesson was fun today. i kept taking pics of ppl. hhaha.. after reo, went to have lunch. hahah, our group is still playing the ice game. and we took pics with raden they all.. so funny. during efc, i got abit bored so i started to write letterings on daidai's back. and letting him guess what i wrote. haah.. rayne, you are the crazy one. you started the stupid thing.. haha, i pity the table. =x after school, accompanied joan to action city. and they tricked her on the chewing gum thingy. sorry guys, you all cant trick me. i worked there before. hahah.. i met up with in ping too. chatted alot. come out on other days! went home around 8pm.. =x
oh no.. napfa and crn roleplay tml.. wish me luck!!

A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

- i will give him a second chance and depends on what did he betray me about.

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

- i will want to be the most happy girl, being loved and etc.

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?

- i want it to be a normal one. as long as i'm with the one i love, i'm fine with anything.

#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

- well, it depends.

#5 what's your ideal lover like?

- as long as he is the one i like, he is my ideal one.

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

- can i ask for both? but if i have to choose, i would choose the 2nd one.

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?

- until he says that he dun love me.

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

- i will wish him all the best.

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

- yes, him getting hurt in the eye. (sameas me, a BIG bump)

#10 is being tagged fun?

- hmmm, i find it okay.

#11 how do you see yourself in ten years time?

- a simple girl leading a simple yet good life?

#12 who are currently the most important people to you?

- my family, friends, him, and everyone that cares about me.

#13 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

- my baobeii, good listener.

#14 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?

- hmmm, it depends.

#15 what's the first thing you do every morning?

- check my phone.

#16 would you give all in a relationship?

- not really. i would like the other party to give in too. must be fair.

#17 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

- i would pick the one that loves, dotes, treasure me more.

#18 what type of friends do you like?

-i think, those that would be always there for me.

#19 what type of friends do you dislike?

- liars, backstabbers and betrayers.

Tagged by : cecilia baobei

Here are the 8 lucky people who's gonna be tagged :

- joan

- rayne

- michelle

- mandy

- wendy

- evelyn

- mika

- alishia