夜里传来雨的声音

轻轻拨动心的旋律

情不自禁想到你

那些甜蜜的回忆

总是不小心就淋湿了我的眼睛

爱情需要一些呼吸

偶尔保持一点距离

回到朋友的关系

任你自由的来去

从此想念你只能放在我心里

你还爱我吗

一直好想问你这句话

却又怕

听到你真实的回答

你还爱我吗

为何你总是不说话

眼看我为爱不爱挣扎

你爱我吗

好久没有你的消息

心里还惦记着你

在这冷冷的夜里

感觉那么的熟悉

好想再见你想听听你的声音

感情的路总让人好无助

我会学着面对独处

给深爱的你祝福

你还爱我吗

一直好想问你这句话

却又怕

听到你真实的回答

你还爱我吗

这是我唯一的牵挂

不管你会有什么回答

我会一直等你

你还爱我吗


Whenever i listen to this song, the 5th sentence best describes the emotion that im having.
Do you still love me?

things has gone much more worst than i have expected. i cant really use words express my thoughts as i find it really hard to. i dunno what to say, dunno even know what to do. why am i tied up in this r/s that i wun bear to let go?

K session with mandy and da jie on the 17 oct. really had fun singing and ki siao-ing with the both of them. hahas. had our dinner at chomp chomp and then bused home. =D

went out today to meet him. actually i met him yesterday too. but we only met for around half an hour??.. well, because he got to go work. =( he told me that from tml onwards, he will be working everyday except sundays. well, that means he will NOT be meeting me so often already. only one day? I dun think its enough for me. and something actually happened that make him wanting to bay “let's break up” on 18 oct. i dun wanna talk about it. it hurts alot. =( why does he have to work EVERYDAY?? i cant really understand. haiish. is MONEY really that important? face it bahhs, money is the most important thing in this world. no money no talk. maybe i should get a job too. anybody got any job intros? i miss him. i hate him for wanting to work everyday. then what about me???

i hate you.
i trusted you.
but why do you have to lie to me?
am i that unreasonable.
if there's one, there's twice..
trust between us?
it weakened.

went out shopping with him today. haha. first time, he accompanied me for the WHOLE DAY !! i only bought a pair of shoes. decided to save money, got to buy something for him as a present.. yes, i think i'm too soft hearted. i ran away from you yesterday is because you was are at fault and you shouted at me. you know i dun like ppl lying to me, but why did you? why YOU? forget it, dun do it next time round. i'm really damn soft hearted.

school's starting tml, sianns ! i scared i'm not able to wake you tml. first period, sw.. sian arhhs. 3pm den finish school...... -.-

iim not going to upload all the pics cus there's some problems with my blog. i cant even change the fonts and everything. =@ went out with siblings on the 8 oct and it was fun fun fun !! i love my elmo.

如果两个人的天堂

象是温馨的墙

囚禁你的梦想

幸福是否象是一扇铁窗

候鸟失去了南方

如果你对天空向往

渴望一双翅膀

放手让你飞翔

你的羽翼不该伴随玫瑰

听从凋谢的时光

浪漫如果变成了牵绊

我愿为你选择回到孤单

缠绵如果变成了锁链

抛开诺言

有一种爱叫做放手

为爱放弃天长地久

我们相守若让你付出所有

让真爱带我走

为爱结束天长地久

我的离去若让你拥有所有

让真爱带我走说分手

为了你失去你

狠心扮演伤害你

为了你离开你

永远不分的离去




a song intro to me by him. whats the meaning of it?

well, shing sian asked me to do this quiz, and so, here it goes :

1. What are your nicknames?
- vian - girl - hei hei mao mao

2. What do you do before bedtime?
- sms - watch tv - eat

3. What was the last book you read/currently are reading?
- maths textbook

4. What fruits you like most?
- almost every fruit except PINEAPPLE

5. Last song you listened to?
- misery business BY paramore

6. What do you eat the most?
- food

7. Do you trust easily?
- used to. not now

8. What’s the oldest piece of clothing in your wardrobe?
- forgotten

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- relationship, money & family

10. Favourite tv show?
- dunno

11. Favourite brand of shoes?
- no preferences

12. What websites do you visit daily?
- hotmail, friendster, my blog, friends blog

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
- family, friends and HIM

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- LOL. well, a nice classmate

15. What’s the last song that got stuck in your head?
- "有一种爱叫做放手"

16. What’s your favourite song of the moment?
- misery business BY paramore

17. What’s your all time favourite drink?
- pokka green tea

18. If you had $1,000 in cash, what would you do with it?
- save and use part of it

19. What items could you not go without during the day?
- cash, handphone

20. What do you want to buy right now?
- present for many occasions and a new school shoe

21. What super ability do you wish you possess?
- able to read people's mind

people being tagged by me:
1 in ping =D
2 cecilia baobei =D
3 mandy =D
4 joan da jie =D
5 michelle =D