Cause we believe.

2012-01-15T18:54:00.002+08:00

Because I'm only me, when I'm with you.

Another week is over, and it's already the second week of the year. Fast isn't it? School work is forever piling up, feel so bottled up. Spent the Saturday with my bf, just the usual (: But fulfilling. I just can never get enough of this. Next week is already Chinese New Year, but I don't feel the excitement like I used to when I was younger.

Come to think of it, I think we have all out grown the feeling of gathering together with your loved ones and just sit down and have fun with a cup of F&N orange and some CNY goodies. But well, life goes on right? It's going to be the fourth year I'm spending CNY with my bf. I can still remember clearly, like it was just yesterday when we first met. I wonder how it would be this year (:

Just half an hour before midnight, and I should get some sleep soon. Age is catching up with me real fast. In a blink of an eye, I'm turning 21 this august. When I always want to be older when I was younger, now I wish I can grow up slower. Still can't believe I'm going to be 21 this august. But whatever, a 21 and a 24 is better than a 18 and 21 together. Haha.

Just look at what we got ourselves into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,
Love you

Overwhelmed..

2012-01-09T22:37:00.004+08:00

A hug for me please?

“Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.”
― Dr. Seuss

Pretty girls are everywhere nowadays. With makeup, no makeup, as long as you can name it, you will find it. If they are really blessed, a good figure would just be another bonus to them. Good eh? But there are also many, who are not so blessed but wish to be blessed. I'm just an average and plain girl, waiting to be blessed with good results in my studies for the effort I have put in. Pretty face and good figure is just secondary for me as of now. It's really hard to keep up with people who are younger than me in school. They seem to be so hardworking and are "born" smart, they rest so little but do so well in exams and all. Why can't I be like them too? I admit I'm kinda lazy when it comes to revision, but I do my tutorials, I try my best to understand every lecture, but I will never have results like them. Some just don't know how to be contented with their results. Or maybe I should say, what I am contented with, some will never see it as a good grade? Feeling so depressed recently, always have to urge to just cry but I don't know why. It's because of a D grade I got for Statistics last semester and my GPA now is so lousy. I got one A and two B for my other subjects, just because of a freaking D. Just got back my common test results, not really happy with them though. Passed all but 3 is just average, or below average compared to my classmates. What about the other 1? I just barely pulled through, by half a mark. With all these upcoming projects, I just hope I don't get marked down if I don't match their expectations. It's just this worries that keeps me awake in the night. Worrying that I haven finish tutorials, haven prepare for class test. Think my white hairs will be appearing soon. Knowing that a few of them can score 99/100, it worries me even more.

When will I be able to shine?

Never?

在我眼里

2012-01-07T14:59:00.002+08:00

“There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.” – Albert Einstein

I always say that I have a handsome bf, from my point of view. But he doesnt believe me. ): He just got a new haircut this morning, a short faux hawk cut. Still as handsome as always, to me. Currently he is giving my brother maths tuition and I'm just doing my project by the side. Never knew why people can look so good, when they are serious. Know what i mean? Have plans for ourselves later at night, so I hope I can get my things done before he ends the tuition. I always thought, how my life would be like if I have never met him that day? Which was like about 3 years ago now.. Okay, back to work now.

如果那天没有遇见你, 我就不会是现在的我..

A revamp!

2012-01-05T23:12:00.004+08:00

A sky full of lighters.

Hey guys, guess who's back?!

I am! Short and impromptu update! It has been a long long time ever since I updated my blog. The last time I ever updated was July 5, 2010! And today it's January 5, 2012. Life has been good for me for the recent years, a lot of ups and downs along the journey I took but what's important is those lessons I learnt.

2011 is over in a blink of an eye, I still can't believe that 2011 is over. I mean, isn't it a little too fast? But well, 2011 has a lot of bitter sweet memories for me though. Good to remember, bad to experience. But, I'm glad that my relationship and everything is going quite smoothly for me now. *Fingers crossed*

So finally I'm studying Business Studies in Ngee Ann Poly now. After 3 years of kindergarten education, 6 years of primary education, 4 years of secondary education and 3 years of ITE education. I FINALLY MADE IT INTO A POLY! But, projects and exams are the pain in the ass. Who said it was easy? Nobody!

Only if..

2010-07-05T14:21:00.003+08:00

Only if i could turn back the time, many things wouldn't even have happened. Be it is good or bad, happy or sad.

Only if i could think about what i should do and not what i want to do, many unhappiness can be eased.

Only if i could think straight for the moment and not let other emotions take control over me, i wouldn't be like this today.

Only if i could be a little more smarter, i wouldn't have caused so many troubles in my 18 years of life.

Only if things were much easier, there wouldn't be problems to solve.

Only if i have better understanding and control, i would have been better.

If all is only if, if all i had was a time machine.

It's always only if.

BACK.

2010-06-29T23:24:00.002+08:00

Almost forgot that i have a blog. Lol. Well, now that i have my own laptop, i might be updating often. Might be only. (: Well, short update now. Currently having attachment at this spa/salon place. Environment is good, people there is great. Just that i find them very funny. Oh well, attachment coming to an end, means school is going to reopen very soon. Until then, bye people! (:

Lost.

2010-04-29T10:42:00.001+08:00

Find me my paradise. Where is it? Find me a perfect getaway.

Hell out of a week.

2010-04-27T10:47:00.004+08:00

Monday 26 April 2010
School was LOL. Pom teacher cant stand half of our class sleeping, and the other half not paying attention, so he released us early. Hahaha! Went to meet Baby first because he taking MC. Poor thing, fall sick ): And anyway, Amk was pouring!!! Flood somemore. My school shoe wet like dunno what when i tried to tip-toe across a puddle and a uncle just step right into the puddle. I gave up, just walk across, and whole shoe wet. TSK. But, it was cooling though. (: Weic came over my place to bake her teddy bear. Damn funny, it became volcano eruption!!! Hahaha! But still, we managed to get a shape out of it. Hope her bf will appreciate this. Baking isnt easy.

Sunday 25 April 2010
Baby's mum birthday. Bought her chocolates as presents with a nice carrier. Abit no effort but was late min so, sorry uh. Went Bras Basah Complex and Marina Square with Baby to get something and ended up playing bishi bashi in the arcade, causing us to be a little late. But, dinner at Jack's Place was alright. Only i think the salmon they never control the fire properly, abit over cooked. =/

Saturday 24 April 2010
Today Baby will be having his very first dragonboat race before his duty. Good luck! (:
And bloody hell, im very confused now. The guy told me this phone is good, that sucks, and good again. Im very confused and in the end, i went home with nothing, but with my super chui phone. ):

Friday 23 April 2010

Watched Bounty Hunter today at J8 and it was something like Date Night. And i still prefer Date Night. Haha. Must still, overall, nice. My tummy hurts like hell man. Sucks. ):
Oh, and Happy 19th Birthday to WeiHua!!!! (:
Hope you like the present.

Thursday 22 April 2010
Went over to WeiHua's birthday chalet. Super duper wu lu!!! Missed the shuttle and shared a cab to her chalet with 2 strangers but together with Baby uh. (: A little weird over there because dont really know her friends. Haha. But still, hope she enjoyed the chalet (:

Ass-kicked.

2010-04-17T11:47:00.003+08:00

Watched KICK-ASS with Baby yesterday night after my school, after his work. The movie is overall not bad, quite nice but it's a little gore. Okay, many scenes consists of blood and gore. It's a funny movie though. (: Recommended to watch this. And until now, i haven watch "How to train your dragon" Haha. But well, it's okay. (: Morning run with Baby just now, super hot and satisfactory. (: Fats burning time and body toning time. Haha! Well done!!! (:

Dont read if you dont feel like it.

2010-04-15T10:33:00.005+08:00

Everyone has regrets, and i do have some too. The regret now i keep thinking about is, why did i not put in more effort to study for my olevels few years back. see my friends all going to poly, already in poly, makes me depressed. I mean, we are all of same age, mostly same school, same class even. But, they are already in poly, some even in year 2 already. And im still in ite. I never regret going to ite because i got to know nice friends over there, but it just pulls me down whenever i know, im always behind some people. This year is the last year of my 3 years in ite, and i want to get into a poly. I really want to, and i will work extra hard to achieve that. My CA told me that i made the greatest improvement in my grades since the first sem. Of course, i am happy. But this is not what i want yet, i want to get really good results and go to a poly easily. Im quite satisfied with the GPA i got this time round but my CA told me i could have gotten even higher GPA because the first sem results pulled my GPA down. Well, school just started yesterday and its time to study hard and play hard again. Sometimes, i feel almost invisible. Well, 习惯就好. Maybe someday, someone will sing me a beautiful melody. (:

Date night.

2010-04-11T10:12:00.003+08:00

Watched "Date Night" with Baby, Aaron and Xuanyu yesterday night. Nice movie, i would recommend you guys to watch this movie. It's hilarious, touching, comedy romance movie. Especially if you're a couple, watch it. (: You want to be best partners, and not best room mates.
Maybe we should have a date night too? (:

True love, is falling in love with the same person many times.

Bangs? Should i?

2010-04-09T11:39:00.003+08:00

I wonder how will i look if i had straight bangs like them? Hmm...

Wonder which hairstyle suit me the best.
Thinking thinking thinking.
Off to prepare. (:

Happy anniversary (:

2010-04-05T11:32:00.005+08:00

Tuesday
06 04 2010
Baby came over my place for dinner. (: It quite boring though, cause there's nothing much to do at my place too. Hope he dont mind. (: But we managed to watch tv with my mum. Hahaha. Is that something good? I think yes arh, can strengthen the bond. (:

Monday
05 04 2010
(Part 2)
It was Baby's off day so we went down to an industry building to buy Baby the dragonboat paddle. (: Haha. Hope that he will enjoy dragonboat even more and do better in the up coming race. Cause, the paddle is i buy one. HAHA! (: Then, dinner at his place, and home sweet home.

Sunday

04 04 2010
1st anniversary. (Part 1)

My cute and naughty cousins. They came right before i went out. Too bad~ Haha!

Later in the afternoon:

Ate this red bean ice cream finally like after so many years luh. NICE! (:

He likes it too. (:

Took neo prints for the very first time after 1 year. Haha. Great achievement. (:
And of course, it was my idea.

Then dinner time:
Cha Cha Cha, Mexican restaurant.

Had our dinner, same dish too. (:

After dinner:
Chill at Esplanade. (:

Yes, it was a very simple day but i enjoyed myself. Did you? It was a happy happy day.
Officially together for 1 year, alot of ups and downs. But we always manage to pull through the down times. Yes, many times Baby did more things to pull us over but, i appreciated it. Maybe is because he went through much more things than me, he knows how to handle situations. Plus he is an officer, should be even better. Haha. :D Well, thanks Baby.
I love you.

Thursday
25 03 2010
Dao huey day. (:

Have been telling Baby dunno how many times that i want to eat dao huey and we ate it. (: Baby was nice enough to come meet me after my work and off we go to eat dao huey. Oh, dao huey is bean curd if any of you guys dunno. (: So sweet. Still remember got once, after his dragonboat training, he bought my mum and i dao huey. :D Isnt he sweet? Aww.. (:

2010-04-02T09:35:00.003+08:00

Friday 2nd April 2010

(Good Friday)

Found this early in the morning in my living room. (Of course picture is taken from the web.) The thing spotted in my house is black with orange stripe, more to the second picture. Super duper scary for me to see as im really scared of insects. I mean, really scared. I see them, i run. Of course, no exception for this huge flying hornet. Yea, having a sister like me, my brother is bound to be scared of these kind of things too. Well, because i will shout and then run and hide myself in the room, asking for help. Haha. Sometimes, i find myself silly too. Im human and they are so many time smaller than me, but still, scared uh. Haha. After i woke up this morning, washed up and everything, i brought my breakfast to the living room and my brother was already using the computer. And then, this flying object flew past the tv, and towards my brother. So i shouted "Jo, BEE!!!" And poof, in a split second, my brother ran to the toilet, i ran into my dad's room, still shouting, "BEE BEE" My dad woke up, say this bee very dangerous and guess what. It flew into my room. THANKS UH. But my dad damn brave, (if not how to be my dad) he use newspaper to smack it and it flew out of the window. Lucky my dad at home, if not, i think my brother and i will die in the house. Cause none of us dare to smack it. Haha. Well, i hope my brother grow up faster in order to "protect" me from things like this in the house. (: Haha... Im very lucky to have a dad like him. (:

2010-03-24T15:43:00.001+08:00

Oh well, i hope the rain stops sooner. It's wednesday and it's supposed to be running day for me with Baby!! ):

Please rain on other days...

Jam-packed!

2010-03-12T09:42:00.002+08:00

This will be my 300th update since i created a blog. It has been quite some time since i updated my blog. So i planned to update this morning because i woke up early even though it's hoildays. Think im too used to waking up early, and reading my boyfriend's msg. Aww, so sweet. Hahaha! Alright, since my last update was on the 18 feb, i shall update everything. But, think im not going to upload any pictures. Too lazy and my com got brainwashed, everything gone. ): Anyway, it will be a jam packed post. Have fun reading! HAHAHA!

Sat 20 Feb

Went to meet my Baby for breakfast, followed by swimming! (: Went home, wash up and met Baby again together with aaron, to bugis and suntec. My Baby is going for dragonboat tml.. Oh, my tanned and muscular Baby~ HAHAHA! Day-dreaming!

Sun 21 Feb

Met Baby for dinner at AMK Hub.

22 & 23 Feb

Went over to Baby place because my com is dead. Dinner at his house too. (:

Wed 24 Feb

Went running with Baby after his work. Every wed is running day. (:

Fri 26 Feb

Working from 3-11pm. Tired.

Sat 27 Feb

Visited Baby's relatives. Last day of cny too.

Sun 28 Feb

Made mango pomelo sago dessert. Woohoo~ Damn nice. Asked Baby over to try. Hmm, he loved it. I guess. (: Haha.

Mon 1 March

Didnt go school.

2 & 3 March

UNHAPPY ):

Thurs 4 March

OH, Happy 11 months! Very soon, 1 year anni. Cant wait! (: Dunno why, i feel like we have been together for a very long time already cause maybe we went through alot of things but, the dates like tricking me. Haha. Anyway, met Baby for dinner and wanted to watch "Alice in wonderland 3D" but not much seats is left so, didnt manage to watch it.

Fri 5 March

Guess what. Baby met me for dinner and movie. :D Hahaha. Watched "Alice in wonderland 3D"

Woohoo~

Sat 6 March

Running session and breakfast with Baby. Went tpy then down to downtown, made Nebo cards and finally dinner at Baby's house because it's his duty day.

Mon, 8 March

WFB exam. Gosh, because of exams, i killed dunno how many millions of my precious brain cells. ):

Tues, 9 March

Made the mango dessert again. Asked Baby to bring back for his parents. (: I love making desserts. Who want to sponsor me? Hahaha.

Wed 10 March

Final papers, Hra and Tps. Underestimated the Tps paper. Running with Baby that evening. And, it's holidays!!! WOOHOO~~~ :D

Thurs 11 March

Met jason and szh for last min lunch. I want the dslr luh!!! ): Town with Baby. I tell you people who want cheap food court food. Go to centerpoint, the basement foodcourt. The food selling there is all $2 !!!!!!!! From now until the 14 of march. :D Go, hurry. Hahaha!

Iphone or not?

2010-02-18T16:20:00.001+08:00

Oh gosh, should i get an Iphone? So many people around is getting or already got an Iphone. It's such a temptation to get one. Should i? Thinking thinking thinking.

2010-02-14T17:19:00.002+08:00

Im here to wish everyone HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR and not forgetting

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!!!!

For chinese new year part, i hope everyone can collect alot of ang baos!

As for valentines' day part, i hope every couple can be happy and get what they want on this day! (:

Im home, after visiting both grandparent's house, blogging, touch up make up, showered second time cause the weather is so HOT, and looking forward to spend valentines' day with my baby afterwards. Woohoo~ I dunno what to expect. Hahaha. :D

Massive outbreak.

2010-02-12T11:07:00.006+08:00

Thursday, 11th Feb 2010.

Baby came over and baked with me. I still think baking is more of a girls thing. No offence. Well, something unhappy happen after that, that i dont wish to say. So, lalala. Chinese New Year coming, and also Valentines' Day, nervous? Like dont have the mood eh.

Tuesday, 9th Feb 2010.

DAMN UNLUCKY DAY I TELL YOU ALL. PISSED OFF. First, project got to rush. Second, rush finish project, happily want to print out proposal, MY BLOCK GOT ELECTRICITY SHORTAGE. Thirdly, went to meet wynny at amk to cab to school and you know what???? My skirt's split TORE. Maybe i too gan chiong, want faster get off the cab and want faster take the change, then stretch too much and "PIAK". The sound of the tear is so loud, wynny also can hear when she is like outside the cab. Uber paiseh when i have to run up the stupid stairs in school. Luckily, classmate got safety pin. Went home and tell my mum, she laugh damn long can. Say i sure very unglam and not lady like when im in school. Got one more thing, but i dont feel like saying so, to end this all, is just saying that this is a very UNLUCKY day. ):

Sunday, 7th Feb 2010.

The is the amount of people from our group that went. Well, we went to the wrong ceremony luh. Damn funny i tell you! And we still can yaya tell the guy we are friends of the bride. But when we step inside the ceremony, we were like, "Eh, run run, WRONG BRIDE!!!" HAHAHA! Anyway, happy engagement Amalina! (:
After the engagement, we went off to AMK, for CHICKEN CHOP~~~ (slurps) without wynny and xinyi. Cause they have to go somewhere else.. Baby friends came to meet us and together with sok, weic, jon, billy and salihin, they went to L4D. I sat there and watch, damn funny. Total trash. Home around 11pm plus. Enjoyed the whole day. (: Did you guys enjoy? Hope you guys did too.

Saturday, 6th Feb 2010.
Went bishan to watch 14 Blades with Baby, Aaron and Xuan Yu. The movie is not bad. Talks about betrayal, greed, brotherhood and all. But, very bloody. Keep on killing soldiers or whoever that ought to be killed. Hmm, the "tuotuo" damn funny. Sword that moves like a snake. And yes, as her name describes, she will remove the outer coat while fighting and wears them back by turning and swirling. Cool uh? No, because she kill wu zhun. And she looks like the female version of Qi Yuwu. HAHAHA. Home around 12am plus. Tired.

Friday, 5th Feb 2010.

Met Baby and went HV for an interview. But dont think i will get it anyway. And it was raining so heavily that day. =/ Went off to town with Baby and bought myself an accessory for cny from diva. (: Met arron at amk, slacked at amk mac and off we go, back home.

It's this day again. (:

2010-02-04T16:25:00.002+08:00

Oh, boy. I do love you.

Oh, it's 4th of every month again and now, it has been officially 10 months since me and Jason got together. Alot of ups and downs, but we're fine now. (: Well, doesn't mean we can slack and let distractions get into out way. Enough quarrels, i scared already. The fear of losing is scary. But oh well, we not that sweet sweet anymore. 10 month or not, it's just a normal day. (: It's okay, if we're really loving and all, everyday will be a sweet, loving day. Agree? Anyway, valentines' day and chinese new year is just around the corner. Anyone excited? I am! Cause i wonder where i will go going in the night after all those new year celebrations. Morning till afternoon is new year celebration. Evening to night, is valentines' day celebration. Woohoo~ Cant wait. :D I only bought a dress this year for new year. Still thinking whether i should get one more set, but all my relatives stay so near my area........ Argh! We shall see. Hahaha. If not, i will just get myself a bag. It has been since a long time since i did shopping. Due to cash flow problems, i have been telling myself, i should not spend so much. But, maybe it's new year (excuses), i think i should pamper myself. :D HAHAHA. Wonder should i get that _______ for you* or not. No clues shall be given. Hahaha. Guess if you can. LOL! Confirm cannot one. Everyone can guess, including you, my boyfriend. (:
Anyway, happy 10th month to you my baby.

I love you.

P.s: Baby, try guessing okay?

But i tell you first, even if you get the answer right, i will not tell you.

HAHAHAHA~ :D

2010-01-29T10:34:00.002+08:00

Love, what's love?

Live your life like you have never live before and maybe happiness is on it way to find you.

Sometimes, it's human nature to take people and things for granted.

But once you have woken up, everything will be fine. Or will it be?

I really dont know what to say.

Human are all cruel and ugly creatures that prey on one another in order to survive.

Isnt it?

Just hope that everything will be alright and we'll be like always.

Treasure the present, reminisce the past.

2010-01-27T14:56:00.002+08:00

Monday, 25 Jan 2010.
S&W time !!!

Random photos before we start S&W. The most tiring captain ball game i ever had with another class. I thought both classes agreed to make a friendly match. But, it's not as friendly as we think. Oh well, for sportsmanship, we endure. (:

In the night

With the remaining 8 sparkles left, we created this.

(More in facebook.)

MY NAME! :D

Out with the girls for dinner at cathay aston. Dinner was nice, and cheap. After dinner, cabbed to wendy house and off to evelyn place. While playing the sparkles, okay, just started to unwrap the wrapping and Evelyn's dog scared the shit out of us, suddenly went missing. But clever enough, it went back to the same tower. (: Loyal dogs. Cool! Stayed till 1am plus and wendy drive us back. THANKS WENDY! (: School at 12 the next morning. Lucky. (:

More outings next time! :D
Good time.

Dont read if you dont want to. You dont have to read it.

2010-01-22T12:06:00.007+08:00

All that i have said is based on what i feel and think. You dont have to read it if you dont want to. You can laugh all you want, say all you one but for those who wants to give sarcastic remarks, you can jolly well keep them to yourself. I dont need them anyway.

Im experiencing that helpless feeling once again. Nothing i do seem to please, nothing i do seems to be right. Totally helplessness. Everything i do, seem to make everything worst. Sometimes, i ask myself. Why am i in this situation again? All i do, just creates problems, becomes fights. I pick on every little thing. Why? Who can tell me why? Is it i expect too much? Am i expecting too much? Am i demanding? Who can tell me what's demanding? I just wanted to talk to someone, i turn to you. But, when i start to let my guard down, we quarrel. Yea, my fault. And now, who else can i turn to? I just want a little bit of help, a little bit of protection, a little bit of security, a hug and a pair of listening ears and i'll be fine.. You dont want to listen , fine, it's okay. Let me know that you'll be there when i need you. I always thought i was good, but it seems to be im not enough good. Im far from good. I dunno where i stand. I dunno where to stand. From young, im already like this. I always wait for people to come talk to me, i wait for people to tell me what's happening, i wait for people to tell me what im supposed to do. Many times, i tell myself, i shouldnt let this happen. But i dunno how to rewrite everything. How i wish i had a reset button so that i could just reset my life. Minus the bad choices, bad decisions, plus all the good and wonderful ones. But i just cant. This is me, im like this. Im not confident. Im bad, im not good. Im really far from good. I always thought i have what i want, but end up, i have nothing that i ever wanted. Yes, some people might be laughing at me and thinking in their mind, saying out loud. Oh, vivian also will like that one? Yes, im also human and i need the extra pair of hands to lift me up and not to only say, reprimand and continue saying. When i ask what can i do, i expect an answer. I dont want you to ask me back, ask me to think on my own. When i ask, means im clueless. I always thought looking up to the sky, would stop the tears from flowing. But im wrong, im so wrong. I end up crying like a broken dam. Yes, im a cry baby, i dunno how to speak up, i always keep everything to myself and end up exploding. I also need someone to talk to, but i just cant find the right one. I have tried but that person i thought was nice, turn out to be "nice". Every little thing, add up to one big thing. Is listening to friends a better choice? I asked myself what to do, but all i can think of is, nothing, total blank. I always wanted things to work out, but in the end, the quarrels occurs even more. Why is this so? Why? I always ask myself, WHY? I already working on my bad points, i know i get upset by every little small thing. Since last week, i have been trying to tell how i feel, hint you that i was upset. You didnt get it, so i gave up hinting. I told you, you told me wait for another day. When i say i want to meet, means i got something to say. Yea, it might not be a big deal to wait another day for you, but to me, yes is it. Human nature that we pick on the bad points. And it's also my fault. Maybe im just not trying hard enough. When i need you, i just need you to be there. You can do any other things you want, but i just need your presence, your assurance. It's good enough. Yes, i know im in the wrong. And now, who else can i turn to? Im like slapping myself with my own hand because i dont speak up and i wish that people will understand me. I really thought so. Maybe i brought this upon myself. Maybe i dont even deserve anything. I always thought i am a person who is easy to understand, but it turns out to be that im not. Im far worst. Im a person with low confidence, i dont speak up, im okay with anything. But now i know, actually im not okay to anything. I just keeping quiet to make things easier but ends up, even harder. Im okay to nothing. I used to have someone to talk to, but now no more. Alright, go on, move on. A total piece of shit.

2010-01-08T16:26:00.004+08:00

Just changed my blog songs again, shuffled them cause i got a total of 11 songs. Just doing a random post here. Haha. Too bored. Weather now don't seem too good.. Like abit cloudy, like going to rain and it better not as i'm going to meet Baby later. Hope it doesn't rain man. Okay, while tying this, it RAINED. HEAVY RAIN SOMEMORE. Tsk. Well, i better go get ready now. Cause meeting Baby at 7.15pm, city hall mrt. And i very tu~ (slow) one so i better go prepare now. I say go prepare, but i will do something else before preparing. Then try on clothes to see which one suits better. If i say somemore, confirm will tu until 5pm+ then go prepare. Alright luh, bye people! :)

The rain better stop before i leave house.
If not, .......
I bring umbrella out lor.. =/
Haha!

2010-01-07T16:01:00.002+08:00

I never gave up. Well, i don't know what to say. All i know was, after so many years, is it still the same?

Twenty Ten !

2010-01-01T12:31:00.003+08:00

LOOK AT THE CROWD OVER AT MARINA. LIKE SARDINES. LOL!

Me, Baby, Kenneth and Suyi.

Spent the first few mintues of 2010, watching fireworks live with Baby.

One of my new year resolution. (To watch fireworks live with my boyfriend.)

Baby, i love you.

Im not going to care, i am not.

2009-12-31T10:07:00.011+08:00

31 December 2009

The last day of this year. Looking back at the photos for this years, most of them, i have baby with me. My life always have you Baby, and i want you for my life. Remain this way, okay? Thank you for coming into my life. :) Meeting you later. See you Baby!

30 December 2009

Woohoo~ I baked again. This time round was cornflake cookies. :D Baked, washed up and had dinner. Met Baby around 9.30pm to go running. And and and, i completed one round! :D Mission accomplished. But after that, feel like vomiting. But lucky, never. :) Oh Baby, more to come? Hees. Year 2009 will be over soon. Is year 2009 good or bad? Well, it's good cause i found a boyfriend, bad cause there has been quarrels and something real bad. Oh well, good or bad, it's going to be over soon. I should be happy.

29 December 2009

Advanced celebration for Teh Han's 21st birthday. Stayed till 2am because these guys were playing cards. And the cards, was FHM cards. LOL.. Each card got different girl, very distracting. HAHA. I dont know why i look so fit in this picture. Hate it. TSK. Was a little unhappy (or is it very unhappy?) with some people there but it's not a matter now so i shall not talk about it. Just don't like people to give those stares. Once or twice is enough, really enough. Anyway, Baby is stubborn, but i like. Haha.

28 December 2009

Baby took leave today and so we watched Avatar 3D at Cineleisure. Awesome movie! :D I rate it 5/5. I want to live in Planet Pandora. A world of wonder and mystery, incredible danger and strange beauty. It's so nice here. Plants, veins, logs, and floors that lights up once you touch them, it's so cool. The Na'vi people are cool too. They have those sparkle dots on their face and body, cool. Everything is cool. But after the movie, i think what it's trying to tell us is how human can be so greedy until they can do whatever they can, to get whatever they want. Even if they have to destroy such a beautiful place, they will still do it. Movie lasted 3 hours and it's worth it. Baby, i see you. (:

27 December 2009

Stayed home. Baby got morning duty.

26 December 2009

Out with Baby and his friends to have dinner at Manhattan Fish Market at Plaza Sing and then L4D session for them after dinner. Well, as usual. Me sitting beside Baby, watching them play. But funny luh, when you see them play.

25 December 2009

Merry Christmas to everyone!!! (: Celebrated Christmas with Baby and his unit friends in a suite in Meritus Mandarin and thanks to Wei Yi! :D He bought turkey, drinks and many other stuffs. Baked chocolate cookies and chocolate coated marshmallows for the potluck event. Baby only came when im left with a little bit of cookie dough left. But, i must say, he got talent! HAHAHAHAHA!!! He look damn happy when he saw those cookies he baked. :D CUTE! He look so jing dian when he took those cookies out from the oven. Baby, more to come? My mum asked you to come bake more often leh.. MY MUM LEHS.. Hahaha!!! Enjoyable night spent! :D

Taking pictures. *Snap, click snap*

Im impressed by this picture. Why? Cause, im the one who took it. :D

Yes, couple wear. :D

24 December 2009
Met Baby around evening and had subway for dinner at AMK Hub. Went Marina Barrage for the very first time. Saw some friends along the way but it's either i never call out their names or they didn't notice me. Oh well, it doesn't matter. Decided to go home around 11pm plus cause i have to wake up early to bake tomorrow. Potluck potluck potluck. Wish me luck. (:

23 December 2009

Went over to Baby's place for dinner and off the buy all those ingredients and things needed for the baking session on Christmas. Baby passed me all the things he bought for me in thailand. Im a devil meh? Haha.

22 December 2009

The day when Baby was supposed to be back. But he only touched down on the 23rd. Meeting him tomorrow. Yes! :)

Just another day.

2009-12-22T10:51:00.010+08:00

JOANNE, REMEMBER TO MISS ME WHEN YOU ARE OVERSEAS HOR! :D

LOL.
Woo~ Look at my hot pink nails. :D

Bought myself a shirt from at 313, Forever 21, costed me $25. Cheap buy cheap buy. And Forever 21 at 313 is 4 story high!!!!!!!! :D *Grins*

Home around 10pm plus, started waiting for baby to call from 11pm. But only when i was about to fall asleep then he call. And it's like 12am plus but only 11pm plus in thailand. Well, no matter how tired i am, i will stay up and talk to you before i sleep. (:

18 December 2009

Weird spongbob cake. -.-

Look at the picture, alot of people want to be in it. HAHA!

Jerald's 4th birthday.

This is baby jayden. He is damn cute. See, he can hole the bottle by himself already. 18th months old and growing teeth, starting to learn how to walk and talk. Damn cute. :D And chubby!

And this is Jerald, jayeden's elder NAUGHTY brother. He is damn naughty and i hope jayden grow up to not be like him. Tsk, he is so naughty until he use his hand to punch me lo. But, cute also luh. When i angry him, he will like come and sa jiao with me. HAHA! (:

17 December 2007

Went vivo with baby, no photos taken on that day. ):

Only thing was this Christmas tree.

While baby and me were happily talking halfway, there is this 2 china girls walking to our direction and here it goes:

China girls: Jie jie, (which is calling me) ni ke yi bang wo men zhao zhang xiang ma?

(Sister, can you help us take a photo?)

Me: Orh, okay.

China girls: Qi shi wo men shi xiang he zhe wei ge ge (my bf) zhao xiang.

(Actually, we want to take a photo with this guy over here.)

Me: *Gives a blur look* Orh, okay. Takes their camera.

China girls: Jie jie ni de ying xing yan jing _____ (dont understand). Wo men bei dare.

(Sister, your contact lens something something, and we are doing a dare. And i don't understand their chim chinese.)

Me: *Looks at jason* Okay, look here and 1,2,3. *Snaps*

China girls: *Giggles and says thank you and walks off.*

Once i sit down, i keep disturbing my bf.

HAHA!

*EVEN CHINA GIRLS LIKE YOU!!!!! AND THEY CALL YOU GE GE LEHS!!!! *

HAHA!!! Damn funny i tell you. That look on my bf face was stunned. LOL!!!

But, my bf was smiling in the photo LOR. Eh, popular bf, you like right? HAHA!!

Thinking about this, faster come back eh baby, i got no one to disturb.. ):

And, i miss you.

First.

2009-12-19T23:49:00.003+08:00

Argh. I miss you.

Hope you'll be back soon. :)

43rd day without you. (plus the previous ones)

I really miss you baby.

Picture perfect.

2009-12-16T10:29:00.006+08:00

Favourite picture of the day.

After a period of time, i guess things are getting better with everything back in place. I hope for that too. No more tears shall be shed and enough heartaches and problems has raised. Now, everything is better and i want it to last, not for the moment but for as long as possible. All i hope for Christmas is a simple day with people i really care and people that really care for me. Presents, no presents, i dont mind. All i want, is everything to go back to how it used to be. Sometimes, i regret and hate those harsh and sudden words or actions exchanged when people gets angry. I just need a cool, quiet night to get everything solved. Like the 13th of December , everything was fine. Really fine.. Once again, i fell asleep on you. All that i want, happened and it's great. Overall, it's a good night with good news. More of this quiet nights to come, agree?

Im glad that everything was solved and we are back to normal but lets make this last.

And i mean it. Distractions, must go. You are not welcomed.

2009-12-12T12:13:00.003+08:00

Just wanna rant my head off, shout till i got no voice, cry till i cant see, cough till i see blood, sniff till my nose drop.

Why and when did we become like this?
What happened?

2009-11-26T13:03:00.003+08:00

All along, maybe i was wrong.

I always liked and wanted a fairy, but it never came.

Sometimes, i just wish....

2009-10-30T12:27:00.002+08:00

Thinking whether should i change link or do something to my blog.
Don't think people will care if i got update my blog or not.
If im happy, i might do a full update on sunday. All the things that happen to me from the 7 Oct to Saturday.
For now, this will do.

Well, i think i need you guys no more.

2009-10-07T11:41:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone, look at this !!!!

羅志祥 is so damn cute !!!! HAHAS.

Mushroom head ~

FREAKING CUTE ! :D

04 10 09 - 03 10 09 = ONE

2009-10-04T13:51:00.005+08:00

J LOVE V

We made this together! :D

Baby and me did this on the 3rd of October. Mid-Autumn.
Only get to meet him from 11pm to 12am because he was out with his bros.
But still one hour before 04 10 09. ( our half year) HAHAHS!!! :D
(Baby, 22-21=1)

SUNDAY, OCTOBER, 4TH, 2009.

ION with Baby. Location: outside Cartier again. :)

BABY! HAPPY HALF YEAR! :D

Although only half, we already went through alot. Much more half years to come alright?

Love you. :D Got alot to say to you, but only to you. So, im not posting. :)

04 .. ....

Couple date.

2009-10-01T00:34:00.003+08:00

M18 and R21.

It have been real long since i met sweetheart and so we met up together with her bf, King, for a movie and dinner date at Amk Hub. We watched "Cloudy with a chance of meatball" in 3D. Er, the movie is abit lame but the characters is damn cute. So qiao, sweetheart and me are both 18 and our bf are both 21. Hahas.. Baby and me were wearing the same top and same jacket with black shorts. :D Hahas. Well, we only took 2 photos because of the bad lighting but nevermind, as we said, there's more to come. Hope you guys enjoyed the date! :D And i noticed something, sweetheart and her bf smile with teeth, while Baby and me dont. Hahas.. *Random*

Date the couple.

Another month end.

2009-09-30T12:14:00.003+08:00

Last day of work.

I wrote each of them a post-it note. Abit stupid but fun. Bought them some famous amos cookies and a box of J.co baby donuts. Hahas.. The cake is what the permanent staffs working there, bought for ma and another part timer. Because it was both our last day. Lols.. And, 4 more days to the guy's birthday, so its a mini celebration. Hahas.. Babycame to pick me up from work today again! Which adds up to a total of 3 times! :D On the way home, i bought a donut and shared it with Baby. Sweet hor? Hahas. After we reached home, had dinner and changed, we met up again for a run. :) It was a "bumpy" day for me. Well, because Baby wanted to piggy back me to my house after the run, i couldnt jump up the first time. I wanted to hit him but ended up, hitting my own fingers against the wall. Then when Baby wanted to pinch me, he accidentally pinch on my blue black. DAMN PAIN. Lastly, when Baby piggy back me, i kept laughing and he let me down without knowing that there's an object behind me. And my butt got hurt. ): But it was fun. Hahas.. :D

Tuesday, September 29th, 2009
Went over to Baby's place after work and watched Fann Wong's and Christopher Lee's wedding together with his parents. Like so fairy tale~~~ But her gown too heavy, she seems like she cant even walk properly. Baby sent me home today by letting me stand on his bicycle. I was damn scared because i dont like to stand on people's bicycle and this is only the second time i did this. I scared until i got sweaty palms. Sorry arhs Baby, stressed you out. Hahas.. But actually, the feeling is quite nice. :)

Means we have been together for a very long time.

I made mistakes.

2009-09-28T12:02:00.002+08:00

My daddy went to have his checkup early in the morning after i left for work. Hmm, i hope he get well soon.. :) Well, 2 more days to last day of work. Working there is fun but sometime the people there can be real irritating. Lols.. Went to look for Michelle during my lunch break. And well Baby, im sorry. ):

And was forgiven.

If there's once, there's twice.

2009-09-27T23:16:00.002+08:00

Vivo city is where we went today. Met up with Baby around 3pm and shop vivo city. Had lunch at the food court and bought tickets to watch "The ugly truth". It's a nice, funny and romantic movie.. (: Some scenes were hilarious. Lols.. After the movie, it was 9pm+ i guess. So Baby and me went up to the top level near the pool and soaked our legs in the warm water. Chit chatting while soaking legs.. Went home around 11pm+ because we both have to go work the next morning so we trained back, and Baby never fails to send me home first. :D Love you!

I fell in love with you once,

i hid that feeling. And yet,

i fell in love with you twice.

Bringing us to where we are today.

Shouting to you.

2009-09-26T21:52:00.004+08:00

Black shirt day.

Met Baby around 12 noon after his gym session, and we went swimming! Okay, he was the one swimming, i was the one dipping water and tanning by the pool. And my Baby can do flips under water! Damn cute! :D Hahas.. Sorry Baby that i was late that day, hmm, and hope you like my little "surprise". HAHAS.. Went over to Baby's house to wait for him to change into outing clothes and then off to Marina Square we go. We both wore black that day, sweet~ We thought that due to the F1, there will be not much people around Marina Square because this was what the news reported last year. But to our surprise, ALOT OF PEOPLE LOR. Hahas. And the surroundings were damn noisy and packed. Cant even hear Baby properly, i have to keep asking him to repeat what he said. And i find it damn amusing to shout " i love you " into Baby's ears when the F1 cars drove past that i did it everytime they drove past. :D It was silly but oh well, those sweet moments. Hahas.. Think i watch too much dramas. Lols..

Telling you, i love you.

The path we chose.

2009-09-23T21:13:00.002+08:00

Running week.

Was out running with Baby on the 23th and 24th. On the 23th, i was quite sad that i cant even run a round from my house, across jing shan primary, towards chong boon, all way up to amk mrt station then to nyp and back to my house. ): I think i only ran from my house to jing shan, towards chong boon then stop already. Out of breathe. =/ BUT BUT BUT, on the 24th, i completed that whole round with Baby !!!!!!!!!!! :D Baby was motivating me to finish the run, teaching and giving me tips all the way. Thanks Baby ! Love you ! After running on the 24th, we went home to wash up, change and met up again at 9pm to slack. (: Baby cycled back around 11pm cause we both got to work the next morning.

More running sessions to come okay Baby? (:

More accomplishments.

Friday, September 25th, 2009

Didnt meet Baby today because he is with his bros. Went straight home after work and today is the first day of F1. ): And i didnt get to work for F1 this year, kinda sad. ): But its okay..

Listen and feel your heart.

2009-09-21T20:06:00.002+08:00

Tanning day.

No front views, sorry. HAHAS.

Tanning was fun with Baby ! We met up real early, reach sentosa lay under the nice hot sun. The heat waves are so strong that i can feel my skin "burning". LOLS.. Washed up after tanning and off to develop photos for Baby's relatives. After doing all we were supposed to do, we went to Baby's grandma's house. It's my first trip there, so my feeling was all up and down like a rollercoaster. But after i reach, EH, OKAY LEHS. Not stressed at all. Hahas. Good right~ :D Baby's relatives seems to be friendly thats why im not stressed up. Had dinner at Bedok with Baby's parents and cousin then home sweet home. Sometimes, i hope Baby could come over my place, interact like how i do with his parents. But, i guess all this have to wait. Slowly slowly, bit by bit. But so far, my mum haven said anything bad yet. So i guess it's a GREAT thing! Hahas. :D

Saturday and Sunday, 19th and 20th Sept.

19th.

Hmm, was at Baby's place around noon and off to meet his bros, XY and arron at bishan after our dinner at TPY. Slacked till 11pm+ then went home.

20th.

Followed Baby to his checkup. (: After that, went over to Baby's house to slack with his parents. I dont know since when i actually let Baby piggy back and carry me. I was so afraid of this 2 things before. But i feel so safe with Baby. (: Baby is my only love.

Because the best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched.

They must be felt with the heart.

I didn't know I was looking for love until I found you.

The fairy tale night.

2009-09-18T22:52:00.010+08:00

My Angel .
Look at this 2 pics of my Baby, got diff or not?
The top one is the night we going for social night. Bottom is the one we going to the ball.
Tell me, got any huge diff or not?
Have or dont have, i'll always love you Baby. :)

The night to St. Regis.

Appetizer.

Soup.

Main course.

Desert.

The ladies.

Baby say i look like princess. I think only the dress is the 'princess'.

The best pic of the day.

Beautiful Night Light.

Camwhoring time.. :D

The guys.

Me and xinyi.

Wei min and Baby. ( Buddies)

HILARIOUS !

The 2 guys like extra, but actually not.

BABY !!! :D

Me with a white rose.

Wei min and xinyi. :)

When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.

I guess this is the reason why Baby can hang on in OCS for 9 months. Great job Baby, i'm so proud of you! :D The night is like a Déjà vu. After the night, we all went to Dempsey for a drink, to chill, to slack, to catch up till 2am and everyone went home. I totally enjoyed the whole night! Thanks Baby for letting me experiencing all this new experience! :D I LOVE YOU.

Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery.
Today is a gift. That's why it's called the present.

I blew a kiss.

2009-09-16T22:40:00.002+08:00

See ! This is the colour of my finger and toe nails now. All prepared for Baby's ball on the 18th. I got everything i need with help from Baby. My heels are damn high and damn nice. Hahas. :) LOVE LOVE. Collected my long dress today and had subway for dinner. Bused home with Baby after everything was done. (:

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Tml is the day, the day Baby and me have been waiting for. After 9 months of shit for Baby, this is the best reward. COMMISSIONING BALL. I find myself damn LUCKY cause not everyone can go to Social Night at OCS and Commissioning parade and ball !!! :D And Social Night was the most memorable night because Baby sang for me in front of so many people. I was so touched until i didnt know what to say at that time. His friends were all surrounding me, i feel more paiseh. I still remembered at that moment, i called sweetheart to ask her whether she could here Baby sing. But weihua said no, so too bad. ): OMG ! I cant believe tml is the day!!!! :D :D :D :D :D

That kiss to you Baby.

Sweet happenings.

2009-09-15T22:25:00.000+08:00

Today, Baby managed to pick me up from my workplace. We had dinner at Bugis and desert too! Saw desmond and Baby's friend, guess they are friends too? Hmm, today i bought a clutch from Charles and Keith and it cost me $30. Baby got himself a skinny tie to match his suit. Cool~

Ate frozen yogurt and got a free movie ticket. One only.

Baby's red bean paste and my mango something. Cant remember.

Things worth having, are worth waiting for.

2009-09-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

It was supposed to be a surprise but i left too early from my workplace. Actually, what Baby wanted to do is to pick me up from work. Hahas. Although i left too early, Baby, i appreciated it. Thank you. Simple things like this can easily touch my heart. :) Met Baby at Bugis MRT and he sent me home then walked home by himself. And we met up again at 9pm after dinner for our running session. I kept complaining that the route was very long towards the end. And it feels great to perspire after a great run. :) But i really fine the route very long. Hope i can complete the whole run sometime with Baby ! :D Thanks Baby for motivating me to run throughout.

Life's a journey, not a destination.

Studio-fit.

2009-09-13T21:36:00.006+08:00

Out with Baby to Far Eat and had very early dinner at Mogu Mogu.

They got print cushion covers but their shop is damn empty. ):

Our dinner. :)

Fitting day, hectic day. But i did nothing much today but Baby bought damn lot of things. Means, spending alot of money.. ): Went 3 shopping malls in orchard in one day, Far East, ION and Wisma. Met Baby's camp mates and they were also getting the things they need for the ball. For me? I got nothing except a long dress. I've yet to get my heels and clutch bag and manicure done. =/ Slacked till 10pm+ then home sweet home as we both got to go work tml.

Baby, meeting you was fate.
Becoming your friend was a choice.
But falling in love with you was beyond my control.
Baby, i love you.

All cramped up.

2009-09-12T19:53:00.001+08:00

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Due to the rifles they are carrying in their hands, i cant post alot of pics. zzz. well, i think got this, good enough. :D Well, it's Baby's comms parade today! I'm so proud of Baby, 9 months of shit and he is now an OFFICER ! :D It was a great day in total, lets the picture talk for now. :)

All the newly commissioned officers marching out.

The band.

They are like ants in this picture. Hahas.

Can you spot my Baby in this picture? (Look behind the indian officer)

Changing of the rank from a cadet to an officer. :D

Baby and his bros.

Irene (his cousin) and Baby.

The part when everyone went crazy after they threw their cap.

Baby and me. :D

Baby's parents.

Went Baby's house after the parade because his dad driving and he has to unload his barang barang. Hahas. Slack at his house for awhile, and started to play with his hat. LOLS. Went home around 1.30am. :D GREAT DAY.

2009-09-12T09:43:00.002+08:00

Good morning !!! (:
おはようございます。

It's Baby's big day today and im going to witness his commissioning parade later in the day. (:
EXCITED. After the parade, next friday is his commissing ball. I can't wait. (: (: (: (: (:
Will be meeting Baby's parents around late afternoon then off to meet Baby's cousin. She's coming with us to witness Baby's parade. Don't ask why im going with his cousin, i don't have a choice. Well, nobody is free. Work yesterday was alright, just that the com i was using was damn slow.......... And i keep getting paper cuts. ):

Always remember, never forget.

Forever Beauty.

2009-09-09T11:57:00.007+08:00

DOLLS DOLLS DOLLS
i LOVE dolls.

Was browsing pictures in deviantART and got really interested in these dolls. And i would love to have one. They are so pretty in still life and will forever remain that way. :)

Aren't they pretty?
Maybe i should get one for myself and dress it up to kill my boredom. :)
Hahas.

2009-09-09T10:10:00.005+08:00

Monday, 31th August 2009

Last day of August and it' s Teachers' Day Celebration. No lessons so i stayed at home to try to study but nothing seems to get into my brain. Sucks.

Tuesday, 1st September 2009

Well, first day of sept now and it's Teachers' Day. HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL TEACHERS! Today is a public holiday and so i did the same thing as yesterday, stayed at home and studied. All i know is why chapter 2 soooo long... Lols. Study till everything now to me is business and globalization. Hahas.. Boring.

Wednesday, 2nd September 2009School was alright, only that the thoughts of the exams are just round the corner, the fear comes knocking. After school, met up with mandy and michelle to watch The Final Destination in 3D. After buying the tickets with mandy, we were wondering if michelle can get in. Hahas.. She's months away to 18. Well, eventually we went in and watched the movie in 3D. I think the headaches i got is because im not used to watching 3D. Hahas.. Im a mountain tortoise. Lols. It was disgusting but not as disgusting as the previous movies. Next time go swimming, don't swim near the drainage pipe. When travelling on the escalator, don't play if you don't want to be crushed and all your body parts flying all around. Accidents do happen. =x Slacked at AMK Hub after the movie and went home after that.

Thursday, 3rd September 2009

Nothing much.

Friday, 4th September 2009

To put it in a nicer way is that i want to self study, to put it in a bad way, i skipped school. Hahas. Baby had his sword ceremony today and he finally got his sword, happy! Oh, and it's my chinese birthday and mummy boiled 2 red eggs for me today and i ate the white but not the yolk. I hate yolks from hard boiled eggs. Too powdery.

Saturday, 5th September 2009

The day i always look forward to in a week. :) It's Baby's book out day!!! YEAH~ Went over to Baby's place in the late afternoon to meet him as we're having dinner with his parents later on. Dinner at Botak Jones and Baby and me each had salads for dinner. Hahas. DIETING.Baby's Caesar Salad.
My tuna salad.
After dinner, we went off to a bridal studio nearby and booked a day for shoot. We getting married. Hahas. :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

Im just KIDDING. :) Off to Yishun as we have never been there together. Well, it was boring. Nothing much to walk actually.. When i was about to msg bestfriend, she msg me and asked me to envy her just because she going to watch Coco before Chanel. Hahas.. Damn funny, but heard from her that the movie not that nice.. Lucky i never watch. Hahas. Shared a piece of blueberry waffle and had green apple ice bended with green apple jelly that night. Bused back to AMK mac to meet Baby's friend Kenneth and his gf. Slacked awhile, and went home. Oh yah, and my dad broke his arm. ):

Sunday, 6th September 2009

Help my mum with prayers for the 7th month. Hmm, tough job. Got to carry this and that, burn all the incense paper that i folded very nicely few days back.. But it was cool. :) Told mum about Baby and she didnt react negatively. Well, that's a good news. Hahas. :) Malay cousins came and chaos man. Jerald was still as naughty as before and baby jayden is crying all day. Hmm, off to Baby's house after my lunch and his mum was already preparing dinner.. Watched the "The Break Up" with Baby and then dinner with his parents. Left around 8 plus as Baby is booking in with his friend so i walked home. It has been ages since i walked home alone on a sunday night.

Monday, 7th September 2009

BZE paper. Well, alright luh. Just that im stuck at question 6 and 8 for section B. Went home, supposed to meet ISD mates to study at King Albert Mac but i didnt go. Got to help my dad with his x-ray stuff. Sorry guys.

Tuesday, 8th September 2009

PAC paper. Er, i cant balance my accounts. But i hope i can score. After the paper, it's already 5.30pm, so bestfriend, billy and me headed off to ThaiExpress for dinner. Saw a pair of heels and clutch bag that i might need for Baby's comms ball and im going to take a closer look at them this sunday with Baby. :) Headed home after dinner with them.. Pity my poor Baby... Got parade rehearsals almost everyday for 8 hours or so. ): Nevermind, Baby work hard kays? Your parade is reaching in 4 days ! Can't wait. :) And and and, the ball is only 10 days away ! :) JIA YOU !
I LOVE MY BABY!

2009-08-31T13:30:00.003+08:00

Saturday, 29th August 2009
Met Baby in the night at Amk Hub to watch "Year One". DAMN FUNNY ! You guys should go watch. Hahas.. (: Great movie. Before the movie, we went to Sweet Spring again to have their soy bean curd. It tasted great, very smooth. (: And the best part is, you can choose the amount of syrup you want because they provide you with a container of syrup and you can pour whatever amount you want into your bean curd. (: Yum yum. And i bought a very simple wedges at Mondo, and it cost $23.90. Worth it ! I have been wanting to get a pair of wedges and now, i've got it. (:

Sunday, 30th August 2009
Went Far East with Baby to look for a gown for his comms ball. First try and, yes, we got it. (: But i need to do alterations because it's too loose for me. Hahas.. The lady says im skinny !!! HAPPY ~~~ :D Shall ask michelle to accompany me down someday. Okay michelle? (: Haas. Cant wait for Baby's comms ball to come ! (:
Love you Baby !
* im so happy that Baby is going to get me that gown! (: thanks !

Flooded post.

2009-08-29T10:31:00.018+08:00

Friday, 21th August 2009
BABY'S BOOK OUT DAY !!!
CELEBRATION OF 18th MY BDAY WITH ISD !!!

A small celebration for all august babies in the afternoon before lesson. And i almost got smacked by cake. ALMOST ! (: THANKS for the celebration ! (: After school, out with Baby to amk hub for dinner and dessert at Sweet Spring. The dessert there is not bad, you guys can go have a try. (: next time wan eat dessert, not need go serangoon gardens already. Hahas.. (: After dessert, we then went over to Arron's house. Terence came after us and they started to play PS3 while i sat by the side. after playing, we all got abit hungry and went for supper at Prata House. Bused home with Baby after that. (: LOVES~

Saturday, 22th August 2009
CELEBRATION OF 18th MY BDAY WITH BABY !!!

Finished my BZE project and headed off to Baby's house to collect my present. For many days, i have been wondering where he kept my present lor.. :D Guess what he bought for me? Baby got me a purple Burberry Polo. (: (: (: (: (: THANKS BABY !!! After opening my present, i was shocked and happy. (: Trained to Marina Square after leaving Baby's house and we had Yuki Yaki for dinner. NICE! It's a buffet style with steamboat and a teppanyaki plate and after eating your dinner, you can add on another half an hour in order to eat the ice cream. The ice cream is damn cool. All you have to do is to get the small cups of the ice cream flavor, pour it onto the cold teppanyaki plate and it freezes instantly! Then, you have to scrape the ice cream off form the plate and eat. Trust me, it's not an easy job. I got tired after scraping for a few minutes and my sweet Baby did all the scraping. Well, for me, im eating and feeding him luh.. (: Hahas. After dinner, the both of us was damn full, damn full. We slacked around the WaterFront and sat down nearby to have a heart to heart talk. (: Baby was supposed to meet his poly friends for a birthday party but he didnt go in the end. He was mine on that day. :D Enough of slacking and digestion, we took bus home and not long after, it started to drizzle. Lucky Baby stay very near my place, if not, he would be caught in the rain that night.

Sunday, 23th August 2009
HAPPY 21th BIRTHDAY TO ARRON !!!
CELEBRATION OF MY 18th BDAY WITH CLIQUE !!!

Before i left home, my malay cousin came so, SNAP SNAP ! (:
He's a very mischievous little boy. Tsk tsk..

At Manhatten Fish Market.

At that time, i was already wearing my present. (:

At starbucks.

My present & huge bday card !

NEO-PRINT TIME !

Baby went out with his parents to get his suit at zara and i went off to meet them for lunch at wisma before meeting clique. Met Mandy, Michelle, and Wendy at Forever21 together with Baby when they arrived. Clique passed me a HUGE birthday card, and it's really HUGE. The biggest card i've received ever since. Hahas.. After like years, i suggested to take neo prints since we were at cine. Eh, the neo prints turned out GREAT ! We have become beautiful ladies unlike the 2005 ones you see in my facebook pictures. Baby left to meet his friends around 4pm and we decided to wtach "The Proposal" and man, it was a awesome movie! (: After movie, saw Arron and gang, so i went over to say hi but Baby JUST LEFT ! ): He was running late so, it's okay. Walked to Plaza Sing for dinner. I chose to dine at Manhattan Fish Market because that's the place when all of us have not dine together before. Food there, was alright, normal. Went Starbucks to slack with Evelyn came. This year's present from clique was a huge birthday card and a heart necklace with my name on it. (: Thanks ! I love it ! Don't worry, im wearing it. Can ask Mandy to check on me. Hahas..

Monday, 24th August 2009
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY BILLY !!!
Billy went to work at 2pm, tanx went home early because she dont have OFA, so left with best friend and me. Not much on that day, only that me and best friend saw a random post of ice cream and decided to dine at swensens after school.
Main course + CHEWY chocolate ice cream = $22+
Okay right? (:

Tuesday, 25th August 2009
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF !!!
Well, thanks to each and everyone who wished me happy birthday or just any birthday wishes. (:
THANKS THANKS !!!
I think alot of my classmates were confused about billy and my birthday. Just one day difference. Hahas.. Best friend didnt go school, you better take care of yourself arhs ! PAC test sucks today and i made my day happier by buying a blazer from cotton on. Hahas.. And went home to have dinner with family.
Sorry arhs Baby.. ):

Wednesday, 26th August 2009
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO TAN CHUN RONG !!!
Hmmm, 4 birthdays in a row. COOL ~ OFA test, SUCK. I guess everyone got stuck at question 8, except jon.
Question 8 = KILLER question. =/

Thursday, 27th August 2009
Went school for NOTHING.
Hahas. Went for Cmb, found out that there's no lesson due to presentation. After that, PAC, found out is revision time. SIANS. So, together with sok yen and gang, we all went to 514 for "high tea". Hahas.. Went home after that.
CRAMPS.

Friday, 28th August 2009
Had PAC fact exam.
Er, okay okay lor. Hahas.. Anyway, thanks jon for helping me burn my work. I owe you one? Hahas. Stupid cramps is killing me.

Saturday, 29th August 2009
Baby's book out day!
Not sure meeting Baby or not, he's haven book out yet and it's now 2.41pm. Hmm.....

2009-08-26T00:20:00.002+08:00

my birthday is over.
thanks to those who wished me, give me presents and shook my hand or hugged me. (: for those who has forgotten to wish me, wish me next year ! (:

i shall update tml. got no mood to update now.
my eye is red, and it hurts..
and i want my double eye lid back now.
i dont wanna go out with a single eye lid. ):

baby, sorry was what i wanna say.
i didnt mean it that way..
and i hope you understand.

2009-08-25T00:18:00.003+08:00

thanks to these people that has wished me happy birthday ! i hope i didnt leave anyone out ! (:

from 24th august, got 2 people wished me happy birthday in advance:

benjamin ng
joanne png

from 25th august (actual date)

michelle leow
billy teo (he called me)
david
baobei
bestfriend (:
salihin bro
jason tan
TAN XINYI (tanx)
jon jon
Baby's mum
des koh
tan wei xiang
spencer loh
reiko (jin man)
kim cruz
mariah
cassandra teo
tan chun rong(tml, 26th is his birthday)
azmi
teo shu wei
melisa ang
jacqueline
jasmine chee
tan kun hao
aaron
sok yen
benedict tan
ISD mates
gxb
tzejun
jing ting
I DONT REMEMBER. sorry.. (:

will do a full update of what im doing from friday to my birthday !
stay tuned! (:
photos will be up too !!!

2009-08-17T01:28:00.002+08:00

for those who are unhappy or feeling down today, please go to my facebook and look at those pictures which my friend, jason tan has uploaded. i bet with you that you will sure laugh. but dont fall off the chair. those without facebook, sorry. you missed the best part. =x HAHAS.

well, go on and laugh.
at least i made your day..
hmm, i change quite alot right?
dont you guys think?
looking back at those photos, OMG.
i look so UGLY then !!!
ROFL.

down down down.

2009-08-16T21:17:00.006+08:00

saturday gone and sunday is ending soon.
what a boring weekend.
lou-sy..
wynny and xinyi should know this.. hahas.
im too lazy to do my work. =/
im even lazy to blog..
was blog hopping and stumbled onto a blog that i was not supposed to.
okay, dont talk about it, spoil mood.

baby is feeling down, so am i. ):

the desired corner, but i think its expensive..
so.. =x
save save save.

2009-08-13T23:24:00.004+08:00

HAHAHS. Baby, you now famous already arhs... a number of my friends told me you look like someone. look like er erm.. you, yourself know who luh. (: hahas. damn funny when i hear anyone telling me about this or when anyone say that my bf look like that person.. (: but on the other side, damn HAPPY !!!! (:

school was alright. everyday is alright. (: hmm, going to the YOG countdown with ISD mates around 4pm tml. kinda excited ! wonder how it will be like.. hahas.

waiting for this sunday to come.. because its Baby's book out day ! (:

i LOVE my Baby boy !! (:

2009-08-11T21:45:00.002+08:00

11 August 2009
alot of things have been going through my mind. why is it like this now? i guessed it. long ago, it was already different from what i think. everything is different. i cant help it too. im totally upside down. but from what i know now, its all the same. all the same.. all i wanted was, a nice and peaceful life. forget it, its useless now. it wasnt my choice. it felt so bad, really bad.

10 August 2009
out with arron, dave and baby to chinatown to have lunch. bad day.
met up with a small accident. =/ but everything is okay. (: no worries !

9 August 2009
HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY to Singapore !!!
went out with baby to ION orchard. hmm, big shopping mall. walk till my legs ache..
ate so much food on that day too, so full..
didnt get to see the fireworks but its okay.
around 9 plus, we set off to serangoon gardens to have dessert. (: yummy !
didnt get to meet up with the rest of the group but its okay too.
home sweet home after that.

8 August 2009
baby have to stay in camp to clear his extra. HAIS~

all i have is now you.

2009-08-06T00:16:00.003+08:00

31th July 2009

went to fetch Baby from the airport with his parents. his flight landed around midnight, spent some time waiting for his arrival. but worth it luh, was chatting with his mum. :) when his plane landed, got 2 ladies came up to us and asked who are we waiting for all those. damn weird luh.. also dunno why they want to know so much. passed Baby whatever i have done and bought for him then off to his house for him to put down all his stuffs and then he drove me home.

Finally, you're back ! my Baby ! :)

LOVES~

1st August 2009
drove to paradise centre for lunch, and all of us have lunch at mad jack. eh, their food not bad. (: after lunch, Baby with me, together with drove us back to Baby's house. thanks met Baby around 11.30am to meet his platoon mates to sim lim square to buy their com. there was supposed to be alot coming. but in the end only got me and Baby, timothy, danny, yuan long, derrick, ting fong, han wei and his gf. because their com need 4 hours to fix, timothy and han weihan wei and his gf went to plaza sing to shop till 6pm. AND i bought my bag from charles and keith already ! HAPPY ! (: went back to meet derrick and timothy around 6pm to collect their new coms. its damn damn heavy. after collecting and loading the com onto tim's car, tim drove us to arron's house to get some cd.. (: after getting the cd, timtim ! went up to Baby's house to help him with the com.. waited for everything to install and it was already around 11pm. so we didnt go to the section gathering that they had at prata house. =x hahas..
around 12am, Baby drove me home.
(: so sweet !

2nd August 2009
was supposed to go ION orchard with Baby, BUT, in the end, we stayed at his house the whole afternoon to download games and movies into his new com.. the graphics for the games is damn nice luh. hahas.. then around evening, we went out to pasir ris because yuan long is having his 21th birthday celebration in advance.. bused there and on the way there, Baby can even meet his friend there luh. and he got to know that his got another friend celebrating their birthday at costa sands resort too! and its just 5 apartments apart. damn qiao. ate subway and yogurt before walking to yuan long's chalet. hmm, not much people i know, so im kind bored. but overall, okay luh. only when Baby's camp mates start to arrive, then im not that bored. can talk to his friend's gf. (: damn cool. went home around 11.30 and tim drove us to khatib mrt station. thanks again ! trained back to amk and when we boarded the mrt, we saw a piece of tissue stuck to the seat right in front of us. wonder why the tissue is stuck there... hmm~ =x reach home around midnight, damn tired.
good night Baby ! (:

3rd August 2009
monday, school as usual. FUN FUN FUN with them. (: no need say, just the 3 of them. (: i also dunno why and what we are laughing every day. we seem to just find alot of things to talk, joke, laugh and play about. cool hurh ! after school, rush home, shower and off to Baby's house. actually is want go there study, but end up, i when there to watch his play games. HAHAS. play game play game play game~ around 11pm, he sent me home..
once again, seeing him walk away. =/
bye Baby.

4th August 2009
really attend lesson but they tuesday, received 1st warning letter. well, because of my attendance. sucks. some people dontdont get warning letter, im late for lessons, i get? LOLS. fake shit.. shared cab with wynny because i have to go over to Baby's house to help him with his work before he books in at 7pm. and partly im lazy to walk. have been spending too much on cab already.. cannot cannot. must save money ! reached Baby's house, helped him with his work while he packed his bag. like he running away from home like that luh, bag so big and heavy. hais, so poor thing. he was rushing for time already so i told him that i would go home on my own, plus so near only.. hahas. accompanied his mum walk to market there then walk home alone. EXERCISE ! hahas.
today's date totally slipped off my mind, because we dont really care about the dates. we just know, time pass really fast and we are together very long already. hahas. (: love you Baby !

5th August 2009
spent money on cab again. damn it. woke up late and rushed to school because got BZE test.. hais. this week like quite busy, got alot of work to do. damn sians.. today's pe damn fun. played netball and after the game, my teacher said that we were chosen to go for the countdown for YOG. like fun lehs.. haha. im going im going ! (: went to eat kfc after that and total cost was $9.20. wah, the spicy devil drumlets really SPICY. but the spicy lime one is NICE~ but sinful. think its too spicy for my gastric already, reach home, tummy ache. hahas.. got PAC test tml at 3pm. -.- no mood. got to pass up sam's work, not done yet. =x damn.
Baby so busy today. ):
miss you..

2009-07-28T21:35:00.003+08:00

well, school today as usual was GREAT with them.. laugh and joke was what we do best. handed up my work, feel great. at least im not owing her any homework since 15 july. hahas.. after school, went to walk around with them at J8 and went home after that. reached home, and chatted with my baby boy for awhile. YES ! few more days, endure. wait there for me yea? :) planning something real good with him for the long coming 6 weeks. pray for good results. hahas... (: i want the good results, for the both of us no matter in what. was chatting with friends and i got to know something. we have to be wary of everyone around you. hmm, thats so very true...

well, not all friends are good..
seriously to me now.. im starting to believe..
human, we, make use of each other..
just that, some we say thanks, some we just say " fuck off la~ !"..
but ultimately.. we need each other ..
we make use of each other.. we prey on each other to survive..

SAD. this is reality. face it.

27th july 2009
baby called in the night and we chatted for awhile and things are getting better already.. school was fun with my wynny, xinyi and billy but wynny was on mc today.. ): no one entertain me. hope you're feeling much much better. finished up every piece of work that i owed my pac teacher. hard work man.. thats great. well for my part, i hope everything is going to be okay soon. (: and worry people. hahas..

2009-07-26T22:27:00.003+08:00

stayed home today. bored. but its okay..
waiting for tml and 31th !! :)
went to trim my hair in the afternoon because the ends abit chui. hahas.. now better, and abit shorter. ):
hmm, met up with david in the evening because he was at cheng shan cc with his troupe performing for the ngee ann city competition.
his troupe got into the fifth place. not bad. jia you !
called xinyi and disturb her, your butt is waiting to be whacked. hahas..

oh man, monday blues coming.. =/

baby, i miss you.

2009-07-25T22:33:00.003+08:00

received a msg from my baby boy ytd and today. :) damn happy to see his msg. hmm, one more day to hear from you, 6 more days to see you. ENDURE. :D hahas... went out today for dinner with my mum and baobei. i think this is the first time baobei is eating dinner with my mum. hahas.. how was it? great i guess. walked around with baobei as mum went home first to packet food for the prince at home. hahas.. hmm, i wanna look for some accessories.. :D

31th july, come REAL soon !!! :D

so looking forward to it !!!

im still waiting !!!

loves.

2009-07-24T21:14:00.002+08:00

im just waiting.
i will keep waiting.
i will just keep waiting.
wait till the day you are finally back with every little thing of ours is solved.

i have been having that thought in my mind for quite some time now.
shall i?
hmm.. hmm..
shall give myself more time to think about it. :)

where's my baby boy?

2009-07-23T21:24:00.004+08:00

Monday 20 july 2009
school was great. received a box of jelly beans from MANDY !!! so sweet. thanks arhs mandy !!! :) loves loves.. hahas. the jelly beans damn sweet. :D i like i like. went somewhere after school and was kinda shocked by the results. happy also. hmm, dont really know how to explain the feeling. thanks to everyone that is concerned. :)

Tuesday 21 july 2009 test.
=x didnt join the rest of the class for the mini birthday celebration for the july babies in school. well, i was unable to. its that feeling again. the faint feeling, damn scary.. its like i might faint if i close my eyes. damn weak, feel like vomiting, kept perspiring and that xinyi keep saying my hand very jelly. hahas.. LOLS. she cute luh, so small sized. around noon, i went to sick bay. =/ feeling damn weird. the feeling's not good.. when i was about to sleep, i received a message. was SHOCKED to receive it.. didnt thought of receiving that message. well, suck. and i missed the pac test. hahas. i think that day i go school sleep only.. oh yah, and special thanks to WYNNY !!! :) help me buy milo, cool it and spoon feed me. :) still accompany me inside the sick bay. so sweet ! love love. hahas.. went home after they finished their lesson. i think i used twice the time i normally take to walk home.

Wednesday 22 july 2009
rained but it was a damn funny and cool day. no matter where we go, we laughed all the way. or i think is only wynny and me laughing all the way, no matter where we are. hahahas... but the most funny one was the toilet incident. hahhas.. freaking funny. now, thinking of it, i still can laugh about it. hahahs.. still got alot more. and wynny made fun of a teacher say that her dog is afraid of the teacher. then another teacher came to talk to us, with a piece of green thing on her lips. HAHAHAS.. i trying to hint her but i think she didnt get it. we happily skipped pe cause im not feeling well. went to eat pasta with wynny and billy. xinyi went off first.. we hid billy's phone because he left it on the table and walked away. but he didnt know that his phone is missing until we finished our meal and wanted to leave the place. wynny and me bursted into laughter luh. billy, scared not? hahas. went amk hub to accompany billy make his ezlink card, like FINALLY. hahas.. AND this is the part when it all happened. wynny and me wanted to go toilet first, so billy went to the ticketing counter first. wynny went in first and pushed the unlocked doors of the toilet. BUT, there's one door unlocked with a lady inside. HAHAHAHS. damn funny. after seeing the lady inside, wynny and me rushed out of the toilet and burst into laughter when wynny told me what she saw. freaking funny. soon after wynny and me bought shoes at amk central.. woohoo~ will be getting it on friday. yes yes yes.. :D happy !

Thursday 23 july 2009
school started at 1pm. met wynny and xinyi to school.. wynny was performing 'magic' during pac lessons. hahas.. early dinner with them and home we went. its 2.07am right now and off to bed i go ! :D nights everyone !

I MISS MY GUY ...

2009-07-22T23:02:00.003+08:00

after so long, finally i can blog.
don't worry about me, i wouldn't die yet.
i can't die before i settle everything.
i can't die before seeing someone that i wanna see for so long. = my guy.
i can't die when i know so many people actually care so much for me, my family and friends.
i can't die when i know i got things to accomplish.
i can't die when i know someone's out there is trying to cause harm.
i can't die because i know i have to make things right.
i can't die no matter how hard it's going to be.
i can't die because i have to forget, and not forgive this time round.
i can't die cause you are out to see me die.
i will NOT die.
trust me, you will NOT see me die.
i'm not going to let you win.
see who will get the last laugh.
i'm not referring, not pin pointing, just stating my point of view. (:
CHEERS.

2009-06-25T01:54:00.002+08:00

it has been so long since i've talked to you, meet up with you, laugh with you and i miss you calling me ISETAN GIRL !!! :D hahas.. you should know who you are arhs. if you dunno, i shall whack you the next time i see you.. HAHAS.. kidding. :) friend, i miss you.. hahhas.

baby, dun get jealous okay? i miss you too !!! and that friend im referring to, is a girl :) so no worries arhs...

met up with baobei and beloved on the 24 june at amk central while they are having their dinner. its after 8pm so i didnt eat anything.. hahas. slacked and chatted for awhile before going home.. hmm, my dear girls, dun worry. every one got their good and bad points. :) must give and take.. reached home before 12am. i think i better go to bed now as i promised someone i would sleep early.
NIGHTS EVERYONE !!!

2009-06-23T01:03:00.002+08:00

23 june (edited at 2am plus)
stayed at home the whole day.. hmm, starting work soon.. hahas. working for a week is better than nothing.. went to bed around 12am but was awaken by a man cursing and swearing under my block. ZZZ~ it was around 1am plus when me and my dad saw him from above. he walked away after shouting then around 2am plus, he came back, this time round, he started kicking the bins opposite my block and what was different is that he is in black tee now. he was in white around 1am plus. my dad joked and said that he was afraid that ppl might call the police so he went back to change. i think so too.. he was carrying a black carrier with him. not long after, police came and he walked towards my block, previously was directly opposite my block. wonder what happened next.. hahas.. LOLS. *and the king broke my mum favourite mug and it was the one i bought for her, but he never get any scolding... she just said "k, nevermind." -.- what if im the one who broke it??? hmmm...

2009-06-22T21:54:00.013+08:00

warning! there will be alot of pictures ! :)

22 june

woke up at 9am plus, met baby at my block downstairs and went swimming at yck. BUT IT RAINED !!! damn it. but we heck care, just swim only. hehe.. swam till 12pm then we went off, had subway for lunch and bought lunch for my brother (THE KING in my house). HAHAHAS.. went home to fry egg for him and went out to meet baby again :D haha. chat chit at our favourite spot and then he got to go off already... :( he need to go for haircut. so i accompanied him take bus, he got down and i went home. after awhile around 4 plus, he cabbed back camp.. sad luh, he got to book in. time seem to pass very quickly when im with you leh baby.. hope you dont get confined on july 4th. if not, its the third time already. :( well, pray hard.

look at his skin !!!

cam whoring while waiting for the rain to get smaller...

21 june
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY !!!

joined baby for breakfast after his morning jog/run. and i bought breakfast for brother. see, i am a nice sister. HAHAHS... went home changed and off to baby's house to help him with the board thing again. :) finished everything around 2 plus 3pm? not really sure. slacked at his house, watched tv and blah blah. so sleepy.. (woke up too early.. ) hahas.. but yet the stupid weather, so damn hot. zzz~ =/ around 6pm, went out to novena to have thai food at Lerk Thai. thumbs up :D met up with aaron and teh han at town. walked around town but all the shops all closing already. why? i guess because its FATHERS' DAY. :) thats why. decided to cab to serangoon gardens with the rest for dessert at dessert bowl. yum yum.. :) bused home and reached home around 12am.

gentleman sia.. help me portion the food.. :)

and i had seafood kway tao. :D

beef in black pepper sauce.

baby had fried rice..

while waiting to be served.. i asked him to join me in cam whoring !! :D

baby looked kinda bored here so...

the expression again.. :)

i just love to cam whore no matter where i go :)

at baby's house..

alright, last picture of the day :)

20 june

met baby around afternoon at amk central because i wanted to change my hp case (spoil), then went over to his house help him do the board for his camp, then out to sakae sushi at j8 around early evening.. after dinner, it rained.. =/ but we still went to the cathay for our ben and jerry's ice cream and movie. watched GHOST OF GIRLFRIEND PAST. nice and hilarious. i like.. after the movie while making our way out, we saw his camp mate, weimin. we were in the same cinema.. hahas. what a small world. made our way together to mrt station and parted as they taking the purple line while we taking red.. reach around 12am. woohoo! just love spending time with my baby :D love love..

$12 ice cream .. =x

at sakae sushi:

their cute frog mouse. :)

before leaving baby's place:

baby, i just love spending time with you man.. but time just seem to pass so quickly when im with you.. happy moments do pass fast. i always look forward to fridays because the next day is the day you're booking out !! :D baby, i love you. see you next week !! :) loves.

2009-06-18T21:37:00.003+08:00

credits to weijie. :)

i haven been doing a proper update recently..
shall do it soon. :) meeting inping tml morning at 8.40am.
damn early manxzxzxzxz...........
but no choice. =/

baby, looking forward to meet me this weekend right?
me too !!! see you soon !!! :)
miss ya...

2009-06-16T23:05:00.001+08:00

FUN FILLED DAY AT SENTOSA !!!
more pics at facebook :)

2009-06-12T00:44:00.002+08:00

sometimes, i tend to think alot when im alone. and i mean alot. i think about the past, the present, the reasons, the cause, the problems, the solutions, the quarrels, the forgiveness, the pain, the laughter, the fun, the sadness and alot more. why is this so? i dun wanna know anything. but i know am very happy that what i have now. i treasure every moment spent with my friends, my bf, my family because who knows what happens after tomorrow?
* this is a very random post.

BABY, HOPE OUR WISH CAN COME TRUE. :D
you are my love and you will always be..
happy happy me :)

2009-06-11T23:11:00.004+08:00

10 june 2009

love love

as if we were in a balloon bath. was trying real hard not to let the balloons fly away..
hahas. and 4 balloons burst in the process. but it was fun. baobei, sorry arhs, cant join you and yh for movie after that. i got work to be done :D next time next time..

11 june 2009
a dinner day with my mum and bro at yishun swensens.

today is a very power day for me. HAHAS. woke up in the morning, showered, changed and everything, got to know from xinyi that today only got 1 hour lesson. so i decided to skip school for today. HAHAS. opps.. xinyi went home too. :D waste time only luh. LOLS.. so, i changed out of my uniform and off to bed i go. i slept all the way till 6pm then baby called. woohoo~ woke up, and called him back :D after we hung up, i prepared myself for dinner with my family at swensens. trained to yishun swensens and i had grilled fish and hazel ice cream :) nice nice.. walked around northpoint, alot of constructions. nothing much changed.. went home around 9 plus 10. tired..

funny catsup and cili served in swensens. :D HAHAS..

2009-06-10T00:19:00.003+08:00

6th june 2009
met up with baby for 3 days after 3 long weeks... :( so not fair but got no choice. that's life. =/ met baby on saturday, went over to his house in the afternoon, bused to far east in the evening for dinner at subway. then met his friends, xy and aaron at town, went to taka to walk around and i wanted to visit weihua, but i couldnt find her.. so i called her, but she cant pick up.. :( next time arhs weihua.. :D caught the movie "BLOOD, the last vampire" with them at amk hub. its a m18 show but i went in with ease. HAHAS. the movie's ending suck. -.- LOLS. went home around 1am after the show.

7th june 2009
met baby around the evening at his house and wait for him to prepare before going out to eat with his camp mates. they got gathering. all we do that day is eat, and eat, and EAT. omg, my stomach almost burst that day. we ate soooo much luh. hahas. first was lunch, then dinner at the Mexican restaurant with the group, then cold rock ice cream and frolick at holland V, then went to eat roti prata and some other stuffs. DAMN FULL.. :D but fun day. kept laughing at their stories after coming back from brunei. especially the one when someone ate the poison yam. hahas. i know im bad to laugh at people, but its really damn funny.. the way they say it, makes it even funnier :D bused home after that and reached home around 12am.

8th june 2009
went to school in the morning and ended around 4.30pm. met baby at bishan mrt and went home together :D so sweet. went home for dinner and supposed to follow him to his friends house for their majong session. but in the end, something went wrong and i didnt go. but baby was sweet and thoughtful enough to come meet me first before going over to his friend's house. thanks baby, love ya. :D
although we only met up for less than 2 hours today, im happy already. at least i spent the weekends with you :D

see that thing??? its inside my mum's mug luh !!! damn digusting.. EWW...

2009-06-05T02:20:00.002+08:00

finally, baby is coming back :D happy !!! cant wait to see you again :) see you soon !!! wait for me ~

2009-06-05T02:17:00.001+08:00

as i said, sometimes things doesnt go the way you want it to.
i didnt say anything yet but you claimed that you were not good enough.
you are, but not the other party.
put yourself in my shoes, dont tell me you wun get mad. LOLS.
if you wun, there must be something wrong with you..
maybe the time isnt right yet.
how many years passed by and yet this is how it is???
i guess they are better, thats why its like this.
ask yourself, who is the one that went through the most with you?
if you cannot remember, well, i got nothing to say.

i didnt want it to end up this way too. you choose your own destiny, your own path.
i dunno what will happen after this, but i know, its all fated.
maybe they are really better.. who knows?

2009-05-31T02:28:00.003+08:00

well, i dunno but no offence to anyone. but if YOU care soooo much, why not write down your name, so that i can thank you for pointing out that maybe i have neglected my friends? LOLS. and this is my blog, i can post what ever i want or whatever i think. of course, you people can give whatever comments you want, because its your point of view, i wun want to quarrel with anyone about the comments or whatever. but if you want to give comments, well, state your name. if not, just jolly well keep that comment to yourself. :) and FYI, i did not say that all my life is about my bf. i did blog about my friends too. :) read properly. and why you say that i neglect my friends? unless you are one of my friend too ???? if you are my friend, tell me if i have neglected you yea. and where can you tell that i have neglected my friends? because you said you guessed. LOLS.
dun guess and assume if you are NOT confirmed. what i wanna blog about or who im going to blog about, its not your business, its mine. :)

2009-05-31T01:10:00.003+08:00

30 may 2009
went out with baobei yesterday. lazy to elaborate alot too. first, rushed home after school to meet her at her house, met jie fu and his friend to bedok to get the food for their bbq, kept u-turning. HAHAS. yh friend cute luh. we already lost count of how many u-turns he made yesterday. LOLS. reached east coast FINALLY like after hours??? :D
reached there, boring luh. hahas.. no fun. zzz~
left after awhile and off to nana. BUT sadly, because of my age, we ALL cant get in.
sorry arhs. :( 2 more months, wait for me. HAHAS.. LOLS.
went icon bar next. erm, okay luh. i think i dun suit that kind of environment. LOLS..
not say not fun, but maybe not for me bahs. but, overall, it was good.
wave bridge and back to my house. really thanks went home around 3am plus plus. thanks yh friend for driving us around and even to hendersonsarhs.. but next time dun go over the hump so fast, me and baobei almost showered ourselves with ice cream.. HAHAS. reach home, off to shower, and off to bed. baby, soon you will be back :D

31 may 2009
went out with baobei to do her hair today. hahas.. sorry arhs inping, next time we go swimming kays. cause i already promised cecilia that i will accompany her go today already :) haven speak to my mum after i got home. she got all crazy over the phone just now.. dunno what's wrong with her man.. siao one. tell her nicely, dun wan listen. i also never say i dun wan go help her. i say okay, awhile more i can go off. and she got mad. zzzz... cant understand her. well, she's still my mum afterall..

2009-05-27T22:34:00.003+08:00

didnt attend the first lesson because of my tummy ache. must be the watermelon i ate during the night. no no, should be midnight cause its around 2am when i ate it. hahas.. only went to school at 12pm. sw was so tiring but fun. kept laughing at the billy. hahas.. clown luh he. LOLS. after sw then i see the msg from michelle. sorry arhs, only ended school at 5 plus. =/ my fitness so chui now. i think i should go do some exercise already.. hais. i miss running with baby although we only ran together once. im so so hungry. im skipping dinner again.. if baby see this, i bet he will get very angry. but not my fault kays. my mum never cook and there's some problems. :( HAIS. i need to work harder.. ofa and pac test on friday. hope that i can do well now. where's my motivation? in brunei i guess.

MY LOVE

BABY, why these days seem to pass so damn slow... come back fast. there's soooo much i wanna tell you.. so much so much. i wanna hear from you soon soon soon.. 10 more days. im waiting. :) and i miss you........

sometimes, seeing you guys having fun together hurts. i miss the past. :(
well, random. zzz..

2009-05-26T22:23:00.002+08:00

thanks baobei for tonight :)
accompanied her to tpy for her manicure session..
shall treat you back when i got extra income. LOVE YA :D

baby, when are you coming back?
why this 21 days seem to pass so slowly?
i miss you.
come back fast, i dun wanna be far away from you.

2009-05-25T21:35:00.001+08:00

4 dollars?
omg, fuck it.

great singapore sales?
forget it.
damn it.

2009-05-24T20:42:00.004+08:00

this is my new phone :D

thanks mummy for buying me such an expensive phone. guess how much it cost?
$668 without contract. OMG LUH.
but this time round, my mum say "buy luh, no need think luh."
wonder did she strike 4D. hahas.
while blogging and chatting with baobei, beloved and weihua, guess what happened?
BABY CALLED !!!! :D
chat for 5min 33sec, i happy already.
heard from him for short 2 days and another 11 days without contact.
im still strong ! :D
i will wait for your return :)
so happy to hear from him, bill expensive? i dun care as long as i get to hear form him.
come back soon alright?
love ya.

xuan yu and aaron happy liao lor.. buy itouch.. HAHAS.

23 may 2009

went out with weijie. shoot shoot shoot. :D
nice nice :D
love it.
hahahs.. you guys must be wondering what i mean.
only some will understand. :)
stupid mosquitoes and those black ones.

2009-05-23T12:12:00.003+08:00

i need a new PHONE right now.
people, dun sms or call me.
im un-contactable.
might be getting a new phone soon.
and, sorry to say, once i get my phone, i need you guys to sms me with your name AGAIN.
i thought my phone wun spoil so fast after repair that time so i haven transfer all my contacts to SIM card.
but it spoilt earlier than i have expected.
damn it. =@

2009-05-23T01:32:00.000+08:00

i miss you.

2009-05-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

its freaking scary to be stalked home by someone.
today there's this malay guy that stalked me from my house the CC there, all the way to my block.
while waiting for the lift, he catch up and talked to me.
saying that he wants my number and he's drinking red bull. -.-
i looked at him once and prayed for the lift to come faster.
i went into the lift, and went up quickly. while the door is closing, i saw him rushing to press the button, but luckily, im faster.
i ran down the stairs after i come out of the lift.
i looked down, and he was looking up, shouting "girl, i want your number"
FREAKING SCARY.
i told inping about this and she said "what if he is a flasher?"
LOLS. he better not be one..

AND I NEED A NEW PHONE RIGHT NOW.
MY PHONE IS OFFICIALLY PRONOUNCED DEAD.

2009-05-19T22:32:00.003+08:00

well, its just another normal tuesday. :(
tml got to attend the award ceremony thingy...
baby i miss you...
and i miss you nagging at me, asking me to go eat subway...
aww....... :(
come back fast and safe !!!
19 more days.

2009-05-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BABY !!!!
although you are at brunei now, but still, HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

2009-05-17T20:58:00.014+08:00

17 may 2009
oh, that feeling of sending your loved ones sucks.
come back soon soon sooooon....
gonna miss you~
try to contact me whenever you can alright?

16 may 2009

yea, im at the airport with baby and his parents. why?
cus baby is flying off to brunei with his camp mates for JCC.
TAKE CARE ARHS !!!

some pictures before he left. my eye looks weird. -.-

baby and his camp mates.

baby's 2nd birthday cake. :)

letters that i wrote for him.

baby came to pick me up before meeting his poly friends at mac. shiok arhs. HAHAS.
:D

BABY, COME BACK FAST.
SAFE AND SOUND.

15 may 2009

got the key chains already ! HAPPY !!! :D cool right...

look, he's wondering what this sauce is and he smells it.

his reaction after smelling it. HAHAS. he say got weird smell. :D

after he knows that im snapping candid shots of him, he smiled.

gave him the key chain.

what kind of an expression is that?

happy 21th birthday to xy, jason and dave.
xy birthday is today ! HAPPY 21th ~ :D
baby's one is on the 18th, but he's in brunei. (army training)
ZZZ~~~ :(

dave, baby and xy. all 21 already... :D

the cake look damn small. HAHAS.

SO GAY ! and i made them did this ! HAHAS. memorable 21 right? LOLS.

the bros.
went out to celebrate baby, xy and dave's 21th birthday at clarke quay, then to an irish pub, drinking and poker session for them.
hope they like what i had planned. :)
more birthday celebrations to come arhs. aaron's birthday is next. :)
although some unhappy things did happen but nevermind, i think it turned out okay.
CHEERS.

14 may 2009

1st shot, fail. background too bright.2nd shot, WHY BILLY STAND SO FAR?3rd shot, all together, EAT ICE CREAM WAFFLE ~

we stood outside bishan mrt station and finished our ice cream waffle. hahas. nice nice :)
went home after finishing the waffle and prepared to meet baby for dinner cus he book out already. had our dinner at raffles city, J.CO donuts. abit siao right? HAHAS. yes, we had 6 donuts for our dinner, (share half each) with coffee for me and hot chocolate for him. :D
we planned to go marina barriage after dinner BUT we only got to know that the last shuttle bus is 7.15pm and by the time we reach marina bay, its way pass 7.15pm. -.-
so, we went back to city hall, walked to s'pore flyers.
sat down at a quiet place with a nice view and chatted..
aww~ so sweet. :D after that, home sweet home.

13 may 2009

im happily camwhoring with xinyi's phone and who's that in the picture with me?

its brad/rudy, the giant. :D LOLS.

dunno what he saying to me and jas took a picture of him. LOLS.

what is the stare for??? -.-"

now, thats better. :)

2009-05-12T23:42:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU, MANDY ~ !!!

baby, i know you wanna see my henna. scroll down to see the one on my ankle :)
BABY, lets have this one day ! i had one today and its damn nice, to me ! :D

this is BILLY, who is OLDER than me by one year one day. YO BILLY !

me carrying baby JAYDEN, his banana toy.HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY

my HENNA done on the 11th may and it only $1.80 :D
i'm lovin it .

CELEBRATED MANDY'S 18TH BIRTHDAY AT MARINA.
hope you like our present :D

2009-05-06T21:15:00.004+08:00

OMG, THE WALLPAPER OF HER PHONE !!!

met up with mich on the 5th may for a short while at hub. grr... mich, i hate you luh. got soo many things of stage. you nva buy for me, sad luh. HAHAHAS. nah, still love you. :D i wan at least a lanyard....~~~

attended 2 wedding dinners in a row, one and sat, 2nd may and one on sun, 3rd may. all the photos will be on facebook yea :D enjoyed eating good food for 2 days, BUT the food that i ate was totally the same as the location for the 2 days, WERE SAME. -.-

2009-04-28T23:11:00.001+08:00

AND BABY, TELL YOU SOMETHING.
I HAD SUBWAY FOR LUNCH WITH MY FRIENDS.
I SHARED THE MEAL WITH NATASHA :D
SHALL EAT SUBWAY WITH YOU SOMEDAY !!!
HAHAHAHAHS.

2009-04-28T21:13:00.002+08:00

once again, baby left for fieldcamp today. -.- he was back on saturday night and booked in sunday night. monday he was busy, so we didn manage to chat much. tuesday morning, leaving for fieldcamp, but luckily, we managed to chat for 7min and 5 sec before he fall in.. :D happy luh. at least got 7 mins.. he will be back on thursday night. FASTER COME BACK ARHS~
let me know about it. he wanted to surprise me with cotton candy outside my school gate but he failed as i ended lessons early. suddenly i remembered something, on 17 april, a friday, he actually booked out early. but he didntHAHAHA. because he couldn get me cotton candy, he got me CHOCOLATE MUFFINS instead :D love you baby. but i was abit angry at first, but after that i OKAY already. then we went dinner with the parents and his cousin, bobby. after that, he got to book in already. but i still remember luh, he said i held his hands very tightly.. hahas. aww, talking about him makes me miss him even more................ =/ FRIDAY PUBLIC HOLIDAY !!! :D

2009-04-26T21:25:00.008+08:00

25th april 2009

sha, me, jas and xinyi

sha and mesha and xinyisha and jas

OMG. what the hell am i doing man? zzzz. HAHAS.

me and sha

jas and xinyi

jas and sha

me and xinyi

sha

xinyi and jas

xinyi

jas

xinyi, jas, me and sha

jas, me and sha

jas and me

sha and xinyi

omg luh. xinyi is so cute.

stylo..

jas

ME :D

went out to meet my girls at pasir ris instead of town becus of some problems. :) gossip and chat at coffee club, then went on to tampines1 the new mall. then cotton on !! :D ate kfc and trained home. "surprise" baby at his house downstairs. dunno he happy to see me or not lehs. =/ hope that he is luh. :)

26th april 2009

early in the morning as 9am, i met baby with his parents to have breakfast at serangoon. hmm, the beancurd is only 50cents and its nice :D after that went to get his mum a birthday plus mother's day present. bought a necklace from goldheart and went to baby house to slack the whole day before he books in again. :( slack slack slack, ate dinner at his place. and its time for him to get ready to go back camp. :( waved goodbye to his parents and we got on the cab. parted after he dropped me off at my place. so dun wanna see him go manzxzxz... *heartache* :'(
his mum is wearing the necklace already, as she asked me to put it on her her just now. HAPPY :D cus the design is i choose one. HAHAHS.
miss you baby.

2009-04-23T20:05:00.000+08:00

sometimes, things dun go the way it seems.
i wonder why.. =/

2009-04-22T14:56:00.003+08:00

hello people !!!! :D
no matter you are my friend or a passerby that stumbled to my blog or just anyone, help me vote for my friend kays !!! thanks alot :D

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PLEASE VOTE !!! THANKS ~~

2009-04-21T23:04:00.003+08:00

well, baby went outfield already. :(
im down with fever.
went to the doctor in the afternoon and got myself 2 days mc and 5 medicine. =/
chatted with natasha and i seem to miss alot from school.
need to brush and catch up on my poa..
sians.
i want to get well soon so i can go school..

baby, four days to go. :D

2009-04-20T22:24:00.000+08:00

baby is going outfield already. :(
and im sick.
like what the hell.......
fever, zzz.. hate it.

baby, i will miss you.